Status Updates From Long Way Down

Done for the day will continue tomorow

I can’t put this book down.

I just want all of them to be happy.

Got futher into and I’m mostly enjoying the coballoway and lilo moments

oké laat maar toch klaar mee ik ga eerst wel een ander boek lezen waarin ze hopelijk pas in de laatste 10 pagina’s bij elkaar komen want lezen over mensen in een relatie vind ik saai

Ik mis lezen over Connor en Rose. Ik kan me gewoon zo slecht verplaatsen in Daisy en Ryke dat ik het niet leuk vind om te lezen lol. Maar wil ook niet dnf’en eigenlijk

Gonna try to get page 300 today or 250 . Life is fun when you aren’t reading for content . I have no deadline or Anything. No post to make to appease anyone

“I’m not just Daisy Calloway, the girl who dives off cliffs. Or Daisy Calloway, the girl who jumps into the ocean without a life vest. I’m so much more than that, and I want a family. I want a little girl or boy to smile at me just because.” I can almost see it far off, and it’s just a simple vision. It’s just Ryke on a hammock. It’s just me sitting beside him. Our baby in our arms. Happy.

😭

And I whisper, “I don’t want another dog…I want a baby.”

His gaze says, I know, Dais. He cups my cheek, the one with the scar.

“I’m scared,” I breathe.

“I’m always going to fucking be here,” he reminds me. “You won’t be alone, sweetheart.”

bye i love ryke 🥺🥺

I breathe deeply and everything that I trounced propels towards the surface. I’m just searching for something better. For something more. For something that may replace the grief we’ll come to feel. The disappointment we’ve already met. I’m searching for the lightness in our worlds, and I’m afraid of never seeing the sun ascend again.

how can someone actually have gray eyes? i hate these descriptors, man. gray eyes. whisky eyes. ocean eyes. i can't do it!!!!

ryke is the perfect grump for this grumpy trope i can’t