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estoy pensando en dejar este libro. Al ser unos diarios evidentemente no me espero una trama ni un orden, pero es que se venden los diarios de Kafka como "dios mio que hombre más atormentado" y cuando te pones a leer los diarios es un tío siendo machista y a veces simplemente diciendo cosas random o describiendo teatros enteros. Es bastante aburrido y es como si escribiera un bot

The gesture of rejection with which I was forever met did not mean: ‘I do not love you,’ but: ‘You cannot love me, much as you would like; you are unhappily in love with your love for me, but your love for me is not in love with you.’ It is consequently incorrect to say that I have known the words, ‘I love you’; I have known only the expectant stillness that should have been broken by my

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My parents were playing cards; I sat apart, a perfect stranger; my father asked me to take a hand, or at least to look on; I made some sort of excuse. What is the meaning of these refusals, oft repeated since my childhood? I could have availed myself of invitations to take part in social, even, to an extent, public life; everything required of me I should have done, if not well, at least in middling fashion;

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