Status Updates From The Girl Whose Luck Ran Out...

I'd been distracted enough to forget my goddamned phone.

Oh, come on. That's an author's cop-out, isn't it? Phone fell down and broke, battery empty, or someone using the phone daily for their work suddenly 'forgetting' it while doing that work. SMH.

Of course I'm just assuming this will become relevant over the next pages. I don't actually know yet ;)

I am loving the writing so so much.

do not like the writing very much

i'm SO confused. why are we pretending that ben ames is a real person and gayleen is his literary agent. why is that a decision that was made. AND ben just ???? SEES jesse around??? and TALKS to him???? and jesse is literally not there??? SEVEN YEARS?????