Status Updates From The Sacrifice (Dark Wedding...

I'm rereading this one (Or actually listening to the audiobook) because I'm about to start working on the expanded edition ending. And holy crap I love this book. First of all on the audio Jason Clarke and Addison Barnes were both PERFECT for their respective roles. And when I listen to this I honestly can't believe I wrote this. I love Macy's weird facts.

Narrators. Jason Clarke
Addison Barnes

ever truly get her. She feels like only woman who could only truly get him. So that’s the way it is, for better or worse.

building of resort, tell what happened & b safe. But feels like too big betrayal of him & herself. She doesn’t know if she love Colin or if she can. Not sure he can love her but can’t deny whatever power/chemistry flowed thru them outside in rain. Tell me u see me? Tell me ur w/me he echoed her own thoughts earlier, she couldn’t deny what she felt. Doesn’t matter if right or wrong, he’s only man who can

calm down bit but she still worried. He’ll b back by dawn. They both know she could escape while he’s gone. He could chain her up but doesn’t. Whatever happened outside changed everything. Is she stupid for not running? She’s not wearing tracking device bracelet. She make excuses to self, where would she go? She doesn’t have passport or money, can’t just hide out in Costa Rica. She could run to main

when they aren’t playing, he’s Colin. She nods. She not sacrifice anymore? “You’re just mine” They both know she almost died tonight, he almost convinced himself kill her. He feel something in his gut, guilt? shame? He going take care Jack’s body, tell her take shower & go bed. She tell him that she wanted someone to see her too. He does see her. He gets body prepared, she ask when he’ll b back. Storm

They’ve shared something deeper than sex tonight. She’s on his team & he’s never had someone on his team before. He can’t see her as property now. She seen him at worst & for her choose b w/him is better. Wants her b his true partner. Her face falls. She think he’s now gonna b romantic w/boring sex & her dark fantasies she can only share w/him will go away. He say rain didn’t wash the kink off him but

saying? He could’ve said let me explain or anything but tell me you see me, ur w/me? It’s impossible question to ask of her. Miracle happens, her face changes & she kisses him. Rain begins as they have sex outdoors. Then he carry her back to cottage/house. He put her near fire, is she gonna run from him again? she stutters no master but stutter from cold. He bends down to her & say Colin, I’m Colin to you.

Is she afraid he’ll kill her? Afraid he’ll rape her after he just kill Jack for doing same to his sister? Darkness in him tell him kill her, too late for them. She only look at him w/fear now & always try get away from him. Why did he stupidly believe he/Macy shared need for each other. He should’ve just hired gold digger to b his Mrs. Black. He look at her “tell me u see me. tell me ur with me” wtf? is he

deserve. She wilts under him, afraid. He doesn’t want her afraid of him. He likes weird facts Macy. He want her surrender herself to him like she did earlier in night but that seem so long ago & impossible to get back now. He finally see she holding stomach protectively. His eyes widen cuz he know what she thinking, she could b pregnant. He’s gotten Jack’s blood all over her gown, he taints everything he touch

smart. Won’t yell again cuz then she’ll know how close he is. What will happen if someone finds her? Will she tell them he killed somebody? Will she say what he’s done to her? Mind screams to him she’s the problem, she made him weak. He should eliminate problem. He tackles her to ground. He destroys everything he touches. It’s why he can’t have nice things & Macy is such nice thing. Nicer than he ever

f’ing loophole, mother f’er.” Colin slice knife across Jack’s throat. She runs upstairs, throw robe off her & flees outside, easier to see w/full moon. Come full circle, 1st night she ran from him moon new & dark, now it’s full & all has been illuminated. She hear Colin yell her name. Colin covered in blood as he chases her. He can’t let her get away w/knowledge of what he just did. Call out to her not

say she want it. Colin slap him. If Colin knew why did he allow Jack touch Macy, the 1st one too. She doesn’t know what he did to Colin’s sister but whatever he did…&Colin allow this monster to touch her? As soon as he done w/him, she’s next. Colin tell Jack when he comes up missing & found dead, would anyone there think Colin would allow him touch his wife after what did to his sister? “I closed every

Colin really believes she’s his property. Colin say if she knew what he did, she’d support Colin. She back away, Colin tell her he didn’t say she could leave. He can’t let Jack go, he’ll talk, destroy Colin or kill him, may even hurt her. Jack say he won’t, let him go. Colin say Jack hurt his sister. Jack thought cuz he screwed him on account & voted against him on some vote. Colin say his sister, Jack

think she can run down stairs & he wouldn’t hear it? Colin demand she come over to him. Guy was the 1st one touch her tonight. He tied in chair, Colin stand over him w/knife. She say please don’t do this. She doesn’t know him, Colin say he knows she really scared he’ll hurt her cuz she been very bad girl.

him touch her tonight? Colin say what better way to get him alone, 100 people watch him touch Macy tonight, they know he chose everyone of 9 guys. Why let man he intended kill touch his wife? He knew guilty of betray Colin, nobody else does. Nobody betray him. Everyone distracted by drugs, booze & sex. He thinks it’s perfect, don’t you Mrs. Black say Colin. Colin know she there, he had ears like wolf. Don’t

find his body it’ll b unrecognizable. He known go off on dangerous adventures w/out guide. Colin say board b distracted at next meeting cuz he plan on Macy being pregnant by then & he knows what that means. Macy wonder how she protect the child, is boy or girl safer from Colin? Guy didn’t think Colin knew. Colin say he didn’t think he’d know when people betray him, Jack? Jack say if he knew why did he let

dungeon & scream at him. He won’t kill her, went far too much trouble w/her to do that. She goes down stairs & hear voice. He hasn’t seen her yet. Voice heard isn’t woman or Colin’s. Voice begging Colin & she hear Colin voice darker, more terrifying than she ever heard. She know man isn’t leaving basement alive. Guy say he on board, people ask questions. Colin say Costa Rica is dangerous place, when finally

main house? She realize she in peak ovulation & could b pregnant already. She think this not her fairytale, crying. After bath, Colin put her in lingerie, put her to bed, he held her as she fell asleep. He didn’t even try have sex w/her again. She think should go upstairs & pretend didn’t wake up but see light from dungeon. Does he have another woman down there? Tied up? Caning her? She mad, gonna go down in

her & people applaud. Colin put sheet around her & carries her out of room. She wake in middle of night in Colin’s bed but alone. When got back from sacrifice, Colin gave her champagne, strawberries & put her in bath. When she out, give her gift of La Perla lingerie cost thousands dollars. She go find Colin. For 1st time she worried he’s done w/her now that he had her. Is he sharing another woman w/Jeffrey at

w/his name inscribed on it on her hand. Unzips pants, take out penis & say”& now Mrs. Black, I’m finally taking what’s mine”. He push into her quickly for her benefit, holds her gently w/tenderness. They both come, he opens 2nd box w/silver collar. Dane say Colin Black dungeon welcomes u to silver circle. Engraving on outside of collar reads property of Colin Black. Touch only w/permission. He put collar on

He stroke her but never go under sheet, she realize that’s just for Colin. Also realize he not gonna stop til she comes. Colin whisper in her ear come for him. When he finished make her come, table rotated to next man. Same thing happens 9 times. Colin uncuffs her hands. 1st guy holds 2 boxes as Colin spreads sheet back on table & has her lie down on top, spread her legs. Colin opens 1st box & put her wedding ring

wife Macy Black as sacrifice to dungeon in exchange for founding membership in silver circle. Gasp in room, thinks it’s him announcing her as his wife. Colin help her up on table, zips dress down, puts sheet over her & take off dress. 9 other men surround the table, men Colin picked r all gorgeous. 1st man put 2 black boxes on table & then touches body over sheet. He kiss her, puts hands over head & handcuffs them

judging her, decide what she can handle, what’s best for her & what she should want. She say no, she knows what she doing. Dane look shocked, actually reel back like she slap him. She think weird Dane playing this role instead of Soren, but Soren wouldn’t have tried save her. She respect him for that & cuz he hasn’t treat her like helpless kid in need of shielding. Dane sighs & nods. Colin say he offers his

has angry expression on face. Colin angry too cuz Dane going off script. Dane ask Macy if she understands what going happen? Multiple men touch her, she b lay out like sacrifice & her virginity b taken in front of crowd of strangers. She should leave, Dane will protect her. Doesn’t Dane know his protection only apply to his club. Colin still keep her. Macy get angry, of all people someone who owns place like this

she’s supposed to feel & how she actually feels about things she wants. She’s always played into her looks as being innocent. wearing glasses, nerdiness but she knows she’s more if she can just let her free. Colin put hand on her back as walk to stage. She not sacrifice, she willing participant. Dane ask Colin if she is his offering? yes. Dane tell Macy take opportunity to leave. No, she say she staying. Soren

participating tonight. Can’t tell her what’s gonna happen but she has option go forward or say no. If she say no? As his wife she will accompany him there so unless she want b shared by anyone &/or everyone there it’s in her best interest b sacrifice. He can promise her nobody will f her but him tonight. If she say no will he play w/someone else? thought bothers her more. She in constant war w/herself over how

which entitles them share woman wearing it only w/those of his choosing & nobody else. Carries same weight & authority as his gold collar. Anyone who doesn’t respect rights of silver collar b banned for life. Colin whisper to her does she understand why here now? He likes sharing his toys but he want call shots. He plans bring her often & doesn’t intend b held to rules of sharing. He selected men who’ll be

circle & b by invitation only. Dane, Soren, Griffin will decide who want include. annual membership include private members only events & right to control who gets play w/ur toy inside dungeon whenever ur here. Initiates must participate in public ritual & present a virgin sacrifice. Sacrifice must b at least 21 years old & here of own free will. silver circle gives members right use of silver collar in dungeon.

Another stage by band w/ 3 chairs on it. Soren, Dane, Griffin there. She doesn’t know what she expected but didn’t expect them b there. Dane say when enter room w/toy they must share w/everyone. Consent step into room is consent play or b played w/ by anyone there. Only exception is his gold collar. Now collar worn exclusively by wife Livia. Starting tonight will b new exclusive level membership called silver