Status Updates From The Dreamtime: A Novel

Okay fuck this and me crying for at least half an hour and this nightmare inducing chapter with the cat meowing - why the fuck would you kill Eva 😭😭 and leave it so ambitious, too. I really hope she at least died after the comfort chapter and not in the shelling. Fuck

Finally got to the best scene ever: “And her was careful.” - kill me. Easier to read today but horrible LDN side effects and terrifying myasthenic weakness. Stopping LDN until I get my insurance. Reading to distract myself from scary bodily sensations

Finished part 2. Incredibly difficult to read today, had to take 15-30min naps between bursts of reading

I got through it. God I wish she jailed him or that F would k word him

Cannot get through that fraction of 1% because of the horrific r*pe / domestic violence scene. Bawled like crazy, feel traumatised, cannot get through it without feeling overwhelming nausea anyway. Will try later

Slowly but surely.

Now also some racism 🫠

Weird feelings about occupant POV, more ableism, and Fryderyk’s sections read like word masturbation

Missed 50%. Ugh. Also forgot if I took Mestinon. I hate it.

New ableist stuff + finally slept

Hard to read today. I also slept horribly and dealt with the new banking law

Finished first wall 🙂‍↕️ took me a week.