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the academic aspect of this book is so cool

“She fucking said yes!” I yell out loud to nobody in particular and everybody at the same time.

“For fuck’s sake,” Araminta says from the jetty, “it’s not like you guys are getting married.”

“Not yet,” I reply, catching Sophie’s eyes and holding her gaze. “One day. You'll see. One day.”

🥹🥹🥹

“Of all the things I definitely should have seen coming, two stand out: my family falling embarrassingly in love with Sophie, and the holiday going far too fast.”

🥹🥹

“So you’re telling me that not only did you end a friendship with this girl, but you then went on to bully her for several years?”

“It’s not bullying. More, like… being really mean.”

Dad raises his eyebrows, unimpressed. “Yes, son, a very mild explanation of what bullying is.”

😭😭😭

“Especially your good looks.” I suppress a yawn. “I hate your stupid blue eyes, your stupid smile. I hate how American you are, I hate the way you speak, the way you laugh at everything. I hate your confidence, your stubbornness, your golden boy energy. I hate everything you do.”

i love them 🚬🚬

“Evan—the boy I’ve loved, the boy I’ve hated. Evan, the only person to have ever made me feel this way. Evan, undeniable, irresistible, inevitable. Emotion wells up inside me—inexplicably, my eyes burn with sudden tears.”

“I don’t want to be your practice run at having a stupid American boyfriend. I want to be your actual stupid American boyfriend.”

“I like you, I’ve always liked you, no matter how unforgivably I’ve acted. I like everything about you. Your frown, your hair, your gorgeous fucking eyes and your voice and your mind. I like your sharp tongue and your mean streak. I fucking like you so much my chest feels like it’s going to explode. I even like it when you hurt me, because I’d rather be hurt by you than adored by anybody else.”

they’re so cuteness here 😭🥹😭🥹

“But Luca hadn’t lied about the sharing thing. From then on, every girl I ever tried to be with, any girl I ever dated, Luca always ended up getting his hands on at one point or another.”

???? what’s his damage actually

i’m screaming everyone’s just clocking him

“Then listen up, you whiny fuckwit. An apology is like an introduction to showing someone you’re sorry for what you’ve done. You didn’t just make her lose her job, you essentially betrayed her trust and then humiliated her in front of everyone that's already been looking down at her. If you want her forgiveness, then fucking earn it.“

i love zachary 🥹🥹

“If I was nice to her,” I mumble, feeling heat rush to my cheeks, “then someone else might have become interested in her.”


are u deadass….

oh my poor girl 😭😭😭

“Iakov bursts out laughing, startling everyone. “Fucking hell,” he says in his deep voice, rubbing his hand across his buzzcut.”

buzzcut 👅👅👅👅

“Iakov’s knuckles are red raw with bruising—really living up to his nickname “Knuckles”—and there’s a brand new cut in his eyebrow.”

#needthat
can i skip to his book already

“Because wanting Sophie is worse than thirst or hunger or desire. It’s a deep, devouring need, undeniable and all-consuming. Every night when I crawl into my bed and close my eyes, the darkness behind my eyelids fills up with images of her.”

“Yeah, you genuinely concern me,” Araminta says, patting my head. “You’re like a little pretty alien who studied everything about being human but never really got the hang of it.”