Status Updates From Mozart's Journey to Prague

I‘m yet again spät dran mit meiner Uni Lektüre

"If only, he mused, one could enjoy such happiness, dependent not on people but only on Nature and her bounty, however hardly it is earned. But in my art haven’t I a special task ordained for me which, when it comes to the point, I would exchange with no one in the world? Yet doing it, why must I live in a way which is the antithesis of such a simple and innocent existence?"