Status Updates From A Paixão Segundo G.H.

135-139 are one of the most relatable ruminations the narrator had in the book “I wanted to know about that everything. And I had sold my soul in order to find out. But now I was understanding that I had not sold it to the devil, but much more dangerously: to God. Who had let me see. Since He knew that I would not know how to see whatever I saw..I had the ability to ask the question, but not to hear the answer.”

Yesss let the cockroach-based nihilistic tripping begin

“I was already living the hell through which I was yet to pass, but I didn't know if all I had to do was pass through it, or if Id have to stay there. I was already coming to know that this hell is horrible and good, maybe I myself wanted to stay there.”