Status Updates From Duty & Devotion (Faith, Lo...

I feel bad for Matt. I know that it was his decision to be basically the stay at home parent but he keeps putting his dreams or wants in the back burner. First with the going back to school and second when he didn’t take the bodyguard job. But Evan is gonna be Captain. Idk I’m really hating EVAN more and more. Evan is selfish and never actually thinks about Matt. I truly believe he thinks Matt is Sherri 2.0.

At least Evan is realizing how he has been.

Honestly I’m really disappointed by this book.

One min Evan hates people knowing he’s Bi and then the next not. Dude can we get a more accurate description instead of him just having an inner monologue and then bam he’s okay with people knowing now. Like that’s not how it works in real life.

“Evan thought he’d taken such a huge step when he invited Matt back into their lives. But he was realizing that he hadn’t gone all the way.” THAT RIGHT THERE IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM EVAN!!!!!!

Evan is still pissing me off. It’s okay not to be ready to be “gay” but he should have not gotten back together with Matt. Matt went through a lot with the break up and was trying his best to move on but Evan is at the point of being homophobic in this book. Evan should have not dragged Matt back into all this if he wasn’t ready, at least 80% cause wtf is this shit.

Look I get it, Evan is/has gone through a lot and he’s okay to not like PDA and to want to keep your private life private. However Evan is getting on my last nerve during this book. Dude it’s okay to be BI but it’s really fucking messed up when he keeps comparing Matt to Sherri. Like bro I know it wasn’t that long ago you lost her but it feels wrong to compare the two and think it’s wrong to be with Matt.

The amount of times Evan is pissing me off is astronomical.