Status Updates From La caída

First of all, you must know that I've always been a success with women. Not that I've made them happy, or even that they've made me happy, just a success...I've always thought misogyny to be both vulgar and stupid. Truthfully, I consider almost all women I've known to be better than myself. However, while setting them so high, I exploited rather than served them. What does that mean?

still a bit confusing