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'Geloven in dromen betekent je hele leven slapen, Kim. Zorg dat het gebeurt als je iets wilt.'

'Iedereen heeft zijn demonen en monsters om tegen te vechten. Het is aan jou om ervoor te kiezen op te geven en het monster je te laten verwoesten, of om terug te vechten.'

Merk je het zelf wel wanneer je belangstelling voor iets ten einde komt? Volgens mij niet. Het vervaagt gewoon ongemerkt, beetje bij beetje en misschien denk je op een dag tot je eigen verbazing terug aan hoeveel dat ding of die persoon ooit voor je betekende.
Voor mij is dat het bewijs dat we altijd blijven evolueren, ook als we volwassen zijn. Ik ben altijd mezelf geweest en toch ben ik niet meer degene die ik was

'Wie vriendelijkheid om zich heen verspreidt, krijgt ook vriendelijkheid van anderen. Wat je het universum instuurt, komt naar je terug. Begrijp je dat?'
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'De keuze is aan jou, of je aardig wilt zijn tegen je medemens of dat je die slecht behandelt. Wat je ook kiest, je krijgt het terug. Dus zorg dat je wijze keuzes maakt.'

Ze accepteerde wat de natuur haar gaf, want zelfs de somberste winterdag had zijn eigen schoonheid. Het waren de mensen die de wereld lelijk maakten.

She recognized that same impulse inside herself - the urge to keep swinging even as the world shoved you underwater and choked the hope from your lungs.

"The only family I care for is the one of my own choosing. My horse. My men." He pauses. "You."

The order in which he says this I'm CACKLING

It will always be with you - a shadow you carry in your soul - but it will become fainter as your life becomes brighter. You will learn to live outside of it again, as impossible as that may sound. Others who share your pain will also help you heal. Because you are not alone. Not in your fear or your grief or your hopes or your dreams.
You are not alone. [2]

This has gone longer than I anticipated, but I know what it feels like to lose someone you love. To feel as if you're left behind, or like your life is in shambles and there's no guidebook to tell you how to stitch it back together.
But time will slowly heal you, as it is doing for me. There are good days and there are difficult days. Your grief will never fully fade. [1]

But I realize that people are just people, and they carry their own set of fears, dreams, desires, pains, and mistakes. I can't expect someone else to make me feel complete. I must find it on my own.

I felt this page so deeply, oof.

Everyone I care about eventually leaves me, whether it's death or war or simply because they don't want me. They go places I can't find, places I can't reach. And I'm not afraid to be alone, but I'm tired of being the one left behind. I'm tired of having to rearrange my life after the people within it depart, as if I'm a puzzle and I'm now missing pieces and I will never feel that pure sense of completion again.

Perhaps it begins with one person. Someone you trust. You remove a piece of armor for them; you let the light stream in, even if it makes you wince. Perhaps that is how you learn to be soft yet strong, even in fear and uncertainty. One person, one piece of steel. [3]

It takes courage to let down your armor, to welcome people to see you as you are. Sometimes I feel the same as you: I can’t risk having people behold me as I truly am. But there’s also a small voice in the back of my mind, a voice that tells me, “You will miss so much by being so guarded.” [2]

I think we all wear armor. I think those who don’t are fools, risking the pain of being wounded by the sharp edges of the world, over and over again. But if I’ve learned anything from those fools, it is that to be vulnerable is a strength most of us fear. It takes courage to let down your armor, to welcome people to see you as you are. [1]

"So basically, you want a girlfriend without having to put in the work of being a decent person in her presence. You can paint the best possible picture of yourself on paper and call it good."

Every man I've ever met lmao

"No. What if she doesn't like me in real life? I'm not exactly Mr. Warm and Fuzzy. Even you can't stand me, and you're an asshole."
Bassareus preened, slicking back his ears. "Thank you very much."

LMAO these two <3

"Is that blood?" His own ran cold. Who did he have to kill?

Immediately ready to break all his vows fml I'm shipping Marius and Eric SO HARD

Life, recognized only when lost, impossible to replicate, impossible to fake and impossible to win back. Life was pain, fury, every dark feeling combined to somehow make light.

"Who died and made you the boss of me?"
Lord Marius seemed intrigued. "I wasn't aware that was an option. How many people have to die?"

LMAOOO I love how they don't know our sayings

"Emer was right when she said words change reality. The whole word is stories. People's lives don't matter, not really. But if you have power, you can make them matter. Power is when you make other people believe in your story."

James houdt me zacht vast, zodat ik me elk moment uit zijn omhelzing kan bevrijden, als ik dat zou willen. Maar dat doe ik niet, want ik heb me in tijden niet zo goed gevoeld. Alsof ik na een lange reis eindelijk weer thuis ben.
Zijn gefluisterde woorden geven me het gevoel dat er misschien toch nog hoop voor ons is.

Ik hou van James en daar kan ik niet zomaar mee ophouden. Die gevoelens verdwijnen niet, hoe graag ik dat ook zou willen.
Lin lacht naar me met een verdrietige blik in haar ogen. 'Stom dat je dat niet gewoon kunt uitzetten, hè?'

'Our time is over when I take my last breath. Not one moment before. Do you understand?'

There was no thrill in falling slowly. Pain was a natural part of life, so she reminded herself not to fear it. She loved boldly, and by the fourth sunrise, she could honestly say that her heart - the part Blue hadn't claimed - belonged to the king.

'I thought it would be worse to have you and lose you than to never have you at all.'

'Could a mere boy produce anything as fine as this?'
Kian snorted 'Unlike your other parts, at least the beard can keep growing.'
'Mount your sweaty beast, Lord Calatris.' Kian chuckled under his breath. 'I think I'll name mine after your sister.'
Daerick tapped his ear. 'Sorry, I can't understand you. Buffoon isn't one of the manu languages I speak.'

I adore them, genuinely

'Now who's ready to ride a sweaty beast across the desert?'
'Sweaty beast?' Kian made a show of looking around, trying and failing to hide a smile. 'I don't see your mother here.'
'She's at home,' Daerick said flatly. 'Recovering from the ten second you gave her last night.'
'You wound me, Lord Calatris.'
'Yes, well, I'd shoot you an ugly look to go with it, but you already have one.'

CACKLING

"That's how love is supposed to feel. Like earth. It grounds you. All this nonsense about love being a drug, making you feel high, that's not real. It should hold you like the earth."

"People are like this too, you know," he says eventually. "We break. We put ourselves back together. The cracks are the best part. You don't have to hide them."

"People who feel the need to say 'I'm fine' are never fine, sweetheart," she says.