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yeah didn’t last long. you lost me at the fmc being asleep at home and the mmc complaining that he hasn’t had sex in “too long” (three days. get over yourself) and so he started touching her while she’s asleep saying “i’m allowed to touch. we have an unwritten rule. it goes something like this: touch shannon.” yeahhhh fuck you.

…i was looking for books to read that are short to fill my goal for the year (leave me alone i don’t care if that’s cheating) but the locker room talk about women and sex is reaaaally off putting. maybe im just sensitive or something or maybe it’s because it’s so short that there’s just a lot of saturation but im not into it… we’ll see how long i can put up with it

“bea…can you do something for me sweetheart?… i want you to take a step to your right…another..another…” levi smiles like he’s incredibly proud of me. “perfect. now sit down” …
“because i’ll need to restrain guy until security gets here and i wont be able to catch you when you pass out.”

i give up

“they feels like gloves for my toes!” pack it up. it’s so fucking annoying to go from being so immersed and loving the book to being yanked out of it by dialogue from a six year old. i’m so tired

“who could be better than elmo” YOURE KIDDING SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPP UGH

“you’re meeting someone special today!” “you said i’m going to know who he is. is it elmo?” SHUT UPPPPPPPP. like have you never met a six year old???? oh my god you piss me off with this kid dialogue

i’m all for having diverse families with children in books but MY GOD THE DIALOGUE OF THE KIDS IS SO BAD. it completely takes me out of it. it’s like a caricature of what they think a child talks like it’s so unbearable.

i’m freaking OUUUTTTTTT i can’t hold it in anymore i feel like a werewolf ripping off their clothes im losing my sanity here

quite possibly one of my favorite books i am so enthralled in this story

absolutely zero complaints i’m so in love with this book

ohhhhhh ali girl this is my favorite

why does it feel like it’s just now picking up and there’s like 40 pages left. what was the point of this whole book dude. this whole book is just side quests with backstory… for why

okay i know what i said but regardless i love ridoc he deserves WAY more recognition and i fucking hate that RY writes him to be stupid I'M OVER IT

hey why am i BOREDDDDD. B O R E D DUDE. i've been FORCING myself to keep reading. i keep hoping it'll get better and more interesting and i really feel like that's just not going to happen. i keep telling my friends i'm only like 6 chapters in because i forget that i'm on CHAPTER 20. guys why is it so BORING. don't care. DOOOOOON'T CARE. there are side quests i'm supposedly supposed to care about? fuck off

no seriously i didn’t even read the other books i have zero emotional attachment to the other characters but im here CRYING

hey why am i crying

now i have to wait for part two of this audiobook to come out NOOOOOO

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

literally addicted. i’ve been wanting to read this book FOREVER and always thought i had to read the three books in the series before it but ALAS… no. and BOY AM I GLAD. i’ve been chained to this book ALL DAY. i’ve been reading nonstop. i can’t get enough. i love this book so dearly EEEEEK

yo tell me why this one is so unhinged?? i’m baffled by the amount of sexual tension (and sex) in comparison to the rest of the series. like where did this come from???? also given that nesta has been this very private entity the whole series. it’s crazy to me. i’m really loving their relationship but was NOT expecting any of this from this book

this book is honestly weighing over my head of “i need to finish this” but i genuinely have no desire to. i’m gonna dnf this here which sucks because while i was reading i was really into the characters and the actual writing of the story. BUT the plot just kinda drops and loses momentum after like chapter 23. the conflict between the fmc/mmc is so so repetitive like aw i get it he has a secret. grow up.

oh girl don’t piss me off now

"That's the last command you give me." PARDON???? WHEWIE

this shit is crazy. i feel so conflicted !!! everyone says this book is so good and that damon is their favorite but guys he is fucking CRAZY !!! his story is also just so sad. like i feel bad for him and i sympathize with the shit he's been through but that doesn't excuse him being C R A Z Y !! also since winter is blind i don't know who she's talking to half the time bc there's a secret stalker ...? idk I'm lost

okay other than the weird thing earlier in the book, IM SAT. it’s lowkey so fun. i’m having fun at least. i’ve cleaned the whole apartment, done laundry, made cookies, etc. i’ve been so productive and had so much fun while doing it. i’m definitely buying the physical copy so i can annotate her✨

OKAY EW WHAT?? i’m listening to the audiobook and didn’t have any complaints. i’m cleaning and it’s keeping me occupied. but HUH? why is shane talking about gigi and how he *does things* thinking about her ?? when she’s literally married to his best friend ?? and saying that his best friend would probably be okay with it ?? miss elle kennedy i can’t keep defending you. i wont do it. girl stop this madness

i’m LOCKED IN. so good. (i did stay up until 6am to read this. OOOPS.) (i also didn’t start reading until almost midnight and did laundry and took a shower in between chapters - i’m a slow reader but not that slow.)

i reaaaallllyyyy like this one more than the last (the mistake) but this locker room talk HAS TO STOP!!! i’ll give elle kennedy the benefit of the doubt given that this was originally published in 2016 (i think). but regardless it makes me feel icky with how much people are sexualized and it’s so casually talked about. and calling “crazy women” bitches doesn’t sit well with me.

really not sure i like this one but the audiobook was available rn and i need to take a shower. don’t judge me by this cover PLEASE