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It's the calm before the storm...

It's boring me actually. (Sorry Saba🥲)
It's just info dumping with few episodes of action and plot moving in between.
I don't know if I want to drop it or not.

I started crying around 70-75 percent and I can't stop.

Look I really tried to get into this, but the audiobook just didn't do it for me. It felt like they tried but couldn't deliver. So I'm dropping it for now, I don't want to waste the book itself. It might just not have been the right time for it.

These characters make me so happy

I'm suffering
It may give you an illusion of hope and happiness, but don't be fooled
You WILL be in pain

I got spoiled by overthinking an edit. Now I hate every word that hints or foreshadows what's coming
I'm miserable, help

"Bloodletting is fine—intimacy is the real taboo!"
I love him😂

FUCKING FINALLY Snow. You finally came to your senses.

You don’t pass or fail at being a person, dear.

‘Nothing’s ever the same,’ she said. ‘Be it a second later or a hundred years. It’s always churning and roiling. And people change as much as oceans.’

Grown-ups don’t look like grown-ups on the inside either. Outside, they’re big and thoughtless and they always know what they’re doing. Inside, they look just like they always have. Like they did when they were your age. The truthis, there aren’t any grown-ups. Not one, in the whole wide world.’ She thought for a moment. Then she smiled. ‘Except for Granny, of course.’

I’m going to die.
And, thinking that, I was determined to live.

I liked myths. They weren’t adult stories and they weren’t children’s stories. They were better than that. They just were.
Adult stories never made sense, and they were so slow to start. They made me feel like there were secrets, masonic, mythic secrets, to adulthood. Why didn’t adults want to read about Narnia, about secret islands and smugglers and dangerous fairies?

Girl you talk way too much, waaaaay too much😭

I'm trying to get through, but the struggle is real.

"Cry, Heart, but never break. Let your tears of grief
and sadness help begin new life."

People who are too earnest can’t bring themselves to blame others, so they end up blaming themselves and suffering for it.

“Jon, I really can’t believe you’re going to die,” Chobi said, trotting after him.
“I’m not going to die. I’m going to become eternity.”
“Eternity?” Kuro and Chobi both looked doubtful.
“If I died here, then both of you, and Shino, would know that I was dead. But if you don’t see me die, then nobody will know for sure whether I’m dead or not.”
“Is that what eternity is?”
“Yup.”