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colette is such a sweetheart i love her

“I’ve never been fine.” Not until her. 
I knew she’d poison me in the end. She warned me a hundred times, but I didn’t listen. My lungs are so full of her, there’s no more room to inhale.
My ray of sun has blistered my skin, my orange thread of hope is a noose around my neck.”

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WHAT THE FUCK

he had it coming

I KNEW IT BRUH what the fuck did i say

“My mind has been this shitty shade of gray for so long, and now there’s this little thread of auburn copper.”

“Then I’ll love you with the same intensity that you hate me. I’ll hold on to you just as hard as you push me away. I’ll fix you like you’re fixing me. I’ll always be here, Ophelia, I’ll sit at the bottom of valleys and stand on the top of mountains with you. We’re too good not to work.”

“She looks like an angel. My angel.”

AHHH she’s finally telling him
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“I’d do anything to have them back. I’d ignore the tense remarks, pretend I didn’t know about the affair. I’d slap a happy face on if it meant there’d be a sink full of dirty dishes and a bin full of wrapping paper at the end of the day. ”

“It’s like stumbling home after four years of being completely and utterly lost, and by the wordless awe in his eyes when he looks up at me, I can tell he feels it too.”

chap 20 is everything

UNTIL MIDNIGHT 😭😭😭

YAYAY FINALLY

WHATTTT

“I’ve built my walls too high.”
“They’re worth the climb.”
“They aren’t.”

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“I feel so deeply. I always have. Every emotion that runs through me goes through an amplifier on the way in. The tiny inconveniences feel like mountains, the annoyances become insurmountable wrath. I cry at charity adverts, laugh at dogs in the park. I can’t watch someone feel blue and not let it stain me too. ”

“Ophelia feels like finding another human after months in the desert. A light permeating the thick black cloud. When my wayward mind wanders, it staggers back home to her. She’s everything I’ve been asking the universe for, and she fucking hates me. ”

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AHH WTF

okay i’m gonna guess that the stalker is professor bancroft

AW NO WHAT THE FUCK

“Vin rubs a hand over his brown, recently buzzed hair.”

HE HAS A BUZZCUT

“Sofia, who tried to kill me about—I check my watch—forty minutes ago. In the poor lighting of our room, her lips curl into a snarl. I suppose this is a nice ending to the day, in a poetic way. It fits perfectly with everything else that’s happened. It would feel wrong if my day ended with a warm bath and a hot chocolate instead of an assassination attempt by my roommate.”

aww are they gonna become bffs

“Does he see my rotting heart? Does he see the unfathomable rage that keeps it beating? I wonder if he finds it interesting, or if mine pales in comparison to the other monsters here.”

“The friendship bracelets that Chase made me were solid, beautiful things. She poured her strength and her heart into them. The ring I’ve made my firebrand is ugly in comparison, but I poured myself into it, too. It isn’t perfect. It’s flawed, and she deserves so much better, but I made it for her.”

“This afternoon, I’m going to request permission to ask Presley Maria Witton Chase a really big question. And I’m not afraid. I take out the little black velvet box again and open it, taking out the woven ring inside. It is a sorry looking thing to be sure. I made it out of gold thread. The knots are uneven and it’s lumpy as hell.”

i fucking love them

buddy reading with steph & riri YAYAY

“I welcome the day I lose my mind, Chase. At least then, when I’ve truly lost it, I’ll be oblivious to the fact. I’ll just be crazy. Nothing in the world will matter anymore. I want you to be mine. I—I’m fucking in love with you, Chase. I want to learn how to show you that. I want to make you fucking believe it. ”

my babies 😭😭

“I don’t mind,” he says quietly. The tiniest of smiles plays at the corner of his mouth. “I thought I’d walked into some Brother’s Grimm Fairytale when I came through that door. There was a beautiful, fiery-haired angel sleeping peacefully in my bed.”

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“The path of least resistance doesn’t always mean taking the easiest option. Sometimes…it means that your soul finds its way home, toward something it loves, after you’ve held it back for too fucking long. So…do with that what you will, I guess.”

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