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“ I didn’t ask about every other woman. I asked about you.”
Ahhhhhh

My ears are hot from the way of yearning

In between ~ Gracie Abrams

The yearninggggggggg is making me ferallllll

I remember thinking I had you..

This is just the perfect book ever

I’ll gladly watch Lo love Lil in any way shape or form.

I’m home

It’s going better than I expected (almost oddly scratching by sensories)
Lila being ACTUALLY mature and Tiernan ACTUALLY caring for her..

“I just might kill you”
“I just might let you”

The banter is lowkey eating

It’s strangely good?

I’ve missed Base and his stupid sense of humor and Luciella! And Tobias! And even Barry.

I feel like their’s is gonna be the spin off Russian mafia series.

Finally what I’ve been waiting for
BASEEEE

Can they fucking stop saying the TERM please I’m trying to tolerate here😭

Tell me why did I need to endure the same shit all over again from his pov for almost half of the book. I’m only going through it because of EOD crumbs.

I’m laughing at the sheer bizarreness of this stupid abomination of a book.

Jason.😭😭😭

Ewan is a saint.

Aria just pulled a Katherine pierce
“It’s okay to love them both”

“I can never be with you, can I? We can never be a real family because of me.”
See…
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh and now he’s gonna do something stupid.

“Will you show me how to be a good dad?”
Them discussing names.😭😭😭😭😭

This universe only knows how to deliver pain because the happy moments are always fleeting.

“is it really possible for someone to love two people? And to be drawn to the wrong person? I know for a fact that Ewan would make me happy, safe, and we'd be a solid unit for both our kids. But with Tobias, we have no future–he’s going to end up in jail for the rest of his life.”
Ughhhhhhhhhh

Oh how I wish we could go back to the time when Aria tripped and fell and they had their first eye contact. I miss it. Everything’s just so freaking complicated now.

I truly can’t wrap my thoughts around all of it. Clearly Aria loves Ewan given their history. As she said multiple times, he makes her feel comfortable. Them and Jason being a family for TEN years.Then where does Tobias fit in this.I do love Tobias even he’s not himself rn and knowing him since EOD.I feel like Tobias loves Aria more than she loves him.And the fact that they didn’t even spend much time together

Everything’s making me want to cry atp tf.
It’s all so unfair. The ultrasound, he should’ve been there😭.
Also we didn’t freaking mourn Jason enough..
This book is like a sucker punch to the gut.

I might be spiralling 🌀. I need a break. I cant fucking do this anymore wtf.

“Emptiness is a strange feeling.
It makes me want to feel something. maybe pain. Maybe guilt. Maybe the way someone's heart stops beating long after I've strangled them.”
….

“American bedlamite kills two while being held in custody”
HELLOO???

I can’t.

“You don’t hurt people you love the way you’ve hurt me.”
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Choke me to fucking death!!!!!!!
She said Ewan’s name. I’m scared for her life!!!

Pale green eyes???? Tobias doesn’t have green eye! 😬

Fuck it’s disgusting what he’s doing

Oh god this is BAD
He’s ruining her lifeeeee
He manipulating and controlling her and she doesn’t see it!!!!!