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ok wowww he is playing it up i’m hooked lmao

“at 18 i was pretty hopeless as a boyfriend. i watched a lot of french cinema…” LOL

also sandy sounds sick af, love that he mentions she was known for spilling her drinks.. lol same 😅

i was thinking i gotta tell my boy will to read this one, then boom houston mention birdwatching by the menil!! that is soo will. also austin mention, nice. she’s just like me when she said something along the lines of “i love breaks. so i took a break and got a snack” loll

#audiobook read by the man himself, i like that. “it did not seem indulgent at that time for me to play a guitar solo for 10 minutes, in fact it was expected.” ahh how i yearn for the old days sometimes… lol

i’d read the didion manson family book

the act of looking up

chapter 69

listening to the #audiobook being read by lili taylor :) it’s working already… this morning while sitting out on the porch smoking i saw a lil blue bird and a lil red bird fighting over a peanut (??) in the tree.. i was like “a peanut??” then got me wondering where peanuts come from… made my mind wander… :]

pt. 1 - photograph:
man tomie’s kinda being a narc in this one.. like chill why are u so made at other girly makin some side cash??

66.6% done… dennis hopper name drop had me like 😳👂 close call lol

listened to while ordering books for work today, felt appropriate lol

this #audiobook is really just making me wanna perfect my manson impression now cos i think i can do better than this

another #audiobook listen while building a film reel at the internship. ok why do i feel like the voice they use for charlie is all wrong !!?!

paused this right as he said “in 2001…” i think i have an idea where this is going… :0
must..finish..today..libby..check-out..expiring ;/

p98

Insomnia is a chain
Insomnia is a loop
Insomnia is a vicious circle

Right now
Inside my skull
Inside the bones

My neck turns
Cartilage moves
I like the sound of my own bones

In the midst of this emergency
I think of you
And only you

In the midst of all this sleepless blood
Your pink lips
Your arms upstretched

I cant breathe without you
But this circle of ribs
Keeps working on its own

5/17/82
Lancaster CA

ok…

pg 72 got my ass…

“down on both knees
elbows poking into the night

it’s true
this deep connection
it’s really true

the earth gives out a message
it breathes out
i catch it on the inhale

skunks
dead rabbits
the day’s heat escapes

you’re on a train somewhere
i can see you staring out the window
somewhere outside Salt Lake City

i’m right here
hanging out the window

4/29/81
homestead valley, ca.”

finally got my hold on the #audiobook from the #publiclibrary
i’ll wait to make my full review for this one…

this b*tch is sooo in denial!!
was breaking down some film reels during this #listen

started the #audiobook while editing the new juliana hatfield music vid (“popsicle” on youtube now check it out) and today have been listening at my internship while splicing together hundreds of feet of archival film :) this is #living

going into this kinda on edge…

ok it’s starting to make sense….

trying..to..keep..up… 😵‍💫

ok i’m listening…
#audiobook

#audiobook #libby

ok i wrote a poem tonight:

driving home tonight
and i was taking the neighborhood streets
like i normally do

i could see lightning not far
and rain began to fall
thick drops one by one
onto the windshield

next i know
i’m amidst a swarm of dragonflies
i lock eyes with one passing by
parallel on my left

are they migrating?
could it be the rain?
or is it cause i’m driving the bug today

8/1/25

ok stopping right before the my read the verdict lol good night

ok let’s talk justice… ⚖️

ok wtf is goin on… :o

ok we’re about to start the search…