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i really hope i didnt just guess the plot twist

let’s lock this down today

‘We won’t be saved.’
There would be no safety nets, no second chances, no Heaven. And in her
perfect voice she tells me,
‘I’ll save you.’

I need my mammy. I won’t apologise for that. If she would let me, I would
cling to her side, I would be a little fruit fly in her kitchen again. Mother,
look at me, I am not ready to let you go.

It’s hard to feel like this, to be always guilty and upset. It’s hard to
watch you feeling that way all the time. I think you feel it a lot heavier than
I do. Sometimes I think I make it worse for you. I promise if you get through
it, I’ll make it worth it. I’ll marry you if you get past all the shame of being
with me.

"It is simple. It is natural. I move, I kiss her."

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anybody could drive past and see her now, with eyes even more
advantageous than mine. I would drape my own soul over her body to
protect her from eyes like mine. Remember that, left alone, Susannah would
just be a piece of the earth. She cannot be held responsible for my reaction
to her, for the scream of her sun-kissed skin against the blue bikini.

"It seems as though I only have two options: either I can be who
Mother expects me to be, or I can be whoever I want to be. Each seems as
treacherous as the other. I will find myself, soon, I just need to stop acting
my age and grow up. Mother only wants the best for me. We are old and
new versions of each other. I see pieces of her in me, and pieces of myself
in her,"

idfk what im doing yall

i need to lock the fuck back in and start reading. rec me something