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“you were right.”
“about what?”
“my hand. it does make an awfully pretty necklace.”
OMFG

“tell me i can kiss you.”
“emmett, you work for me.”
“fire me.”
CURRENTLY SCREAMING AND RUNNING CIRCLES

“you have your own elevator.”
“i do.”
“as you should.”
IM SCREAMING!!!!!

“i can warm you up.”
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

“i don’t beg.”
“you will. but don’t worry, i promise to be insufferably smug when you do.”

the literal FIRST chapter had me GAGGED!!!!!

“i’m taking my viscountess home.”
AHH I LOVE HIM

“you mean, do i want to be married to you when i’ve wanted to rely on myself?”
“that’s exactly what i’m asking, pen.”
“yes. and i’ll tell you why, ryan xavier cardell. because i trust you won’t make me into someone i’m not.”

“no old, droopy balls.”
“well, mine will get saggy someday.”
“i’ll be saggy then, too.”
“then our loose skin can smack and make nasty sounds.”
these two are definitely meant for each other!!!

“eggs, bacon, bread, milk, cheese… you got everything. what do you like?”
“you.”
“what do you like to eat for breakfast?”
holding his palms up, he waves them dramatically. “you.”

“i just wanted to learn everything about my girl. study her. know what she likes and doesn’t. understand how i could be the best man for the job.”

“what else do you not like? rules, boundaries? because i have a real hard time obeying, but for you, i’ll be a good boy.” for now.

“you didn’t see. you didn’t look!”
“oh, pen… you’re all i see.”
AHHHHHH!!!!

“expect to be naked a lot around me.”
SIR!

“i guess my kitten needs her cream.”
…. well then

“mmm, that’s it, feed me. i’m a growing boy.”
now what the fuck is happening ….

“your father needs to understand that I’m your daddy now.”
SHIIIIITTT

“shh, shh. don’t be scared, little kitty. i’ll control your breathing for you.”
SIRRRRRRR!!!!

“i’ve been looking for you.”
“you found me. what are you going to do to me?”
“whatever I want.”
OHHHH

“my angel will rely on me for everything.”
AHH IM ALREADY SWOONING

“there is no competition in trauma. none of it is ever better or worse than any other. trauma is not what happens to you. it’s what happens inside of you as a result of what happens to you.”

“i will destroy you and remake you in my image as your master and god.”
OH MY FUCKING GOD

“i wanted to kill them, for making you scared.”
SWOON

“i wanted to hold her trauma in my palms and study it, find where the tears began so i could help her mend them. i wanted to know her void and how compatible it was with mine. my pain wanted to flirt with hers.”

“but you don’t get it, do you? whatever you need, it’s yours. however you act, it’s fine. you’ve been through seven levels of hell and you’re able to smile, for fucks sake. you’re doing pretty good if you ask me. but if you’re not… that’s okay too. you wanna scream? scream. you want to talk? great. you wanna hit something? i’ll bring nico down here. crazy fucker would probably enjoy it.” AHHHH

“you came.”
“did you truly think i would not?”
MY HEART!!!

“we don’t have to do it my way. i can be gentle, if you like. let me have you. just once. please.”
OH MY GOD

“come to daddy about things like this.”
WHAAAAT