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“everything before her was black and white. now, i see all the colors. i was ash, and she made me ember again. i’ve fallen so fucking hard for her, i don’t want to be healed.”

“ah, ah… you don’t get to take control, not when your mind’s a war zone. i’m taking over now. you want quiet? then obey me. hands behind your back, monarch. show me you want peace.”

“not when i’ve read every page of your pain. when i’ve stitched every need you have into my soul. just so i can be the one to give them to you.”

“you know that i respect you, right?”
“yes. of course i do.”
“good. remember that. because it’s about to seem like i don’t.”
AHHHHHHHHHHH

“and to make this clear, i don’t do things for you because i don’t think you can do them for yourself. i do them because i want to. and because you should known what it feels like to be taken care of.”

“you like having something back there, don’t you?”
SIRRRR!!!!

“you were right.”
“about what?”
“my hand. it does make an awfully pretty necklace.”
OMFG

“tell me i can kiss you.”
“emmett, you work for me.”
“fire me.”
CURRENTLY SCREAMING AND RUNNING CIRCLES

“you have your own elevator.”
“i do.”
“as you should.”
IM SCREAMING!!!!!

“i can warm you up.”
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

“i don’t beg.”
“you will. but don’t worry, i promise to be insufferably smug when you do.”

the literal FIRST chapter had me GAGGED!!!!!

“i’m taking my viscountess home.”
AHH I LOVE HIM

“you mean, do i want to be married to you when i’ve wanted to rely on myself?”
“that’s exactly what i’m asking, pen.”
“yes. and i’ll tell you why, ryan xavier cardell. because i trust you won’t make me into someone i’m not.”

“no old, droopy balls.”
“well, mine will get saggy someday.”
“i’ll be saggy then, too.”
“then our loose skin can smack and make nasty sounds.”
these two are definitely meant for each other!!!

“eggs, bacon, bread, milk, cheese… you got everything. what do you like?”
“you.”
“what do you like to eat for breakfast?”
holding his palms up, he waves them dramatically. “you.”

“i just wanted to learn everything about my girl. study her. know what she likes and doesn’t. understand how i could be the best man for the job.”

“what else do you not like? rules, boundaries? because i have a real hard time obeying, but for you, i’ll be a good boy.” for now.

“you didn’t see. you didn’t look!”
“oh, pen… you’re all i see.”
AHHHHHH!!!!

“expect to be naked a lot around me.”
SIR!

“i guess my kitten needs her cream.”
…. well then

“mmm, that’s it, feed me. i’m a growing boy.”
now what the fuck is happening ….

“your father needs to understand that I’m your daddy now.”
SHIIIIITTT

“shh, shh. don’t be scared, little kitty. i’ll control your breathing for you.”
SIRRRRRRR!!!!

“i’ve been looking for you.”
“you found me. what are you going to do to me?”
“whatever I want.”
OHHHH

“my angel will rely on me for everything.”
AHH IM ALREADY SWOONING

“there is no competition in trauma. none of it is ever better or worse than any other. trauma is not what happens to you. it’s what happens inside of you as a result of what happens to you.”

“i will destroy you and remake you in my image as your master and god.”
OH MY FUCKING GOD