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ok one bed trope i see you brewing 👀

“its more like sculpting. gentle pressure on all sides that briefly compresses us into one living, breathing thing with twice as many hearts as we should have.”

what a beautiful way to describe a hug 🥺

“its more like sculpting. gentle pressure on all sides that briefly compresses us into one living, breathing thing with twice as many hearts as we should have.”

“you may - the memory of what is past half makes me hope you will - have pain in this. a very, very brief time, and you will dismiss the recollection of it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that you awoke. may you be happy in the life you have chosen.”

“if each smooth tile had beeb a blank at first, with power to shape some picture on its surface from the disjointed fragments of his thoughts, there would have been a copy of old marley’s head on every one.”

boyfriends.

DAGGER TO THE HEART i’ll mourn you forever connor murphy

the absolute devastation i felt in this recent chapter, finally getting the answers to who actually connor murphy was… i am heartbroken

oh evan’s just the worst isn’t he omg 😭😭😭

is there a certain sadness in me listening to this audiobook alone, by myself during my 30 minute lunch break? yes.

do i care? no.

i know im 10 years late look away LOOK AWAY

endometriosis representation ✊✊✊

“nick’in beni sevmediğini bilsem de çaresizlikten ötürü ve bana ne yaptığını anlamadığına dair naif bir umutla istediği zaman benimle sevişmesine izin vermeye devam etmiştim. artık bu umut dahi yitmişti. onu sevdiğimi, ona karşı hislerimi sömürdüğünü biliyordu ve bunu umursamıyordu.”