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“living, being responsible for myself, seems like an insurmountable challenge lately. sometimes i scrape myself off my sofa, stuff a frozen meal in the microwave, and as i wait for the timer to go off, i just think, i will have to do this again tomorrow and the next day and the next day.”

“there’s that poppy, who’s experiencing it all and having the most magical night of her life. and then theres the one whos already missing it, who’s watching this all happen from some point in the distance, knowing i can never go back and do it all over again.”

erasmus paris trip day 2 you will ALWAYS be remembered

“and by the end of that night, i knew i could fall in love with him.”

girls that fall in love with the potential RISE UP ✊✊

“i would rather have one tiny sliver of him forever than have all of him for just a moment and know id have to relinquish all of it when we were through.”

ok here’s my issue with the pair: they are obviously made for each other HOWEVER i dont see them lasting logically

ok one bed trope i see you brewing 👀

“its more like sculpting. gentle pressure on all sides that briefly compresses us into one living, breathing thing with twice as many hearts as we should have.”

what a beautiful way to describe a hug 🥺

“its more like sculpting. gentle pressure on all sides that briefly compresses us into one living, breathing thing with twice as many hearts as we should have.”

“you may - the memory of what is past half makes me hope you will - have pain in this. a very, very brief time, and you will dismiss the recollection of it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that you awoke. may you be happy in the life you have chosen.”

“if each smooth tile had beeb a blank at first, with power to shape some picture on its surface from the disjointed fragments of his thoughts, there would have been a copy of old marley’s head on every one.”

boyfriends.

DAGGER TO THE HEART i’ll mourn you forever connor murphy

the absolute devastation i felt in this recent chapter, finally getting the answers to who actually connor murphy was… i am heartbroken