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okay i mean it was surprisingly good in the BEGINNING and now i could go on a whole tangent on how insta lovey repetitive boring lackluster and cringe it is - a book shoved with tropes and no story. BUT I say it’s good bc Monty 😏😏 and Isaiah Rhodes and Kennedycrumbs ❤️‍🩹

wait like this is surprisingly good but why is there 20% left ????

ouuuuu period effy clocking all these old stinky men’s tea by putting them in their place

“ well i was a woman when it was convenient to blame me, and a girl when they wanted to use me.” WOW

“Can you really call something an affair if the man is nearly twice your age and you’re just, well… A girl?” WOW that’s so wow

“Don’t touch her.” AHHHH😛😛😛😛😛

okay I DO SORTA feel their boombaya got a bit rushed and like their falling in love story in general like i wish maybe we got a BIT more romance before they are like “okay I’ll die for u” cuz i still feel like she hasn’t opened up to him that much

“What defines romance?All scholars seem to converge on a single point: it is a story that must have a happy ending. And why is that? I say, it is because a romance is a belief in the impossible that anything ends happily. For the only true end is death-and in this way, is romance not a rebuke of mortality?”

“You aren’t exactly the most approachable person I’ve ever met. But I suppose that’s because you’re also the smartest, most eloquent person I’ve ever met.”🥹🥹🥹awwweee

I missedddd a good academic rivals to lovers

also ianto was sooooo creepy dude hitting on a girl 30 years younger than him and growling?? that’s how I knowwww he’s the farie king who think effy is his bride

BROO all my predictions about this book have so far been right
- ianto is the farie king
- EMs wife is the actual person who wrote all his books
- that wife wrote about her story with EM
- effy is the girl that the farie king thinks will be his new wife
IDK THERES JUST SO MANY PREDICTIONS IK THEYRE TRUE

the way the last chapter in this book is 45 pages and is called MEMORIAL is scary

I’m sooo scared Kaneki is down and everything is going bad

I’m genuinely so scared bc everyone keeps saying EVERYONE DIES basically like chainsaw man 2.0 I can’t keep getting my comfort characters killed bro😕

crying again when elara is apologizing to merrisa that she feels guilty to be friend with her and feels not worth of having friends again like okay write the whole book about me at this point.

I was gonna rate this 4 stars bc of how dark and ugly it got 40% through but it’s redeemed it self it’s 100 stars it FEELS like I’m reading an AO3 fan fiction with ANGST BETWEEN TWO SOULMATES IFYKYK I’m crying like what

Like he’s just so PURE AND PERFECT AND UGH and I just feel for Elara sooooo much like poor baby she didn’t deserve any of that and I know secretly there both stars they HAVE TO BE but why does it have to be so dark I cry

like i just have a couple minutes by olivia dean playing which isn’t even perfect for this scenario because they’re not breaking up but the angst of how they used to be to what’s happening now where their just BATHING while she’s unconscious 💔💔💔 I can’t

i actually full on just cried multiple tears and i haven’t updated this in a while but so much has happened and she’s been through SO MUCH horrible horrible things that enzo this perfect like angell sent from heaven comforting her with a bath and like still remaining by her side- the angst just 💔

HES HELPING HER PUT ON HER CORSET IDK WHY BUT MY HEART IS GENUINELY PALPITATING LIKE BOOM BOOM LIKE WHAT ARE WE DOING

“I need you,” he said. OUUUUU😛😛😛 okay I’m ready🫰

“Stop squirming,” he commanded. She stopped resisting him, allowing her body to relax. “Good girl.”

first time actually i blush over a man saying good girl like im actually dead on the floor he’s literally my type and perfect way of words and a prince??? YEAH

“Then maybe,” a deep voice said behind her, tickling her ear, “you just haven’t found a man who knows how to seduce you properly.”

Elara is stronger than me 😅😅

“That little dream you had? Only a shade of what I could do with you.”

LORENZO WHATTTTTTT

“ “I don’t just want love. I want reverence.” She looked away. “Is that too much to ask?”
she’s me🥹🥹🥹🥹

genuinely haven’t felt this giddy over a book/romantsy in forever he makes me BLUSHHHHH

can they just have sex and get married

also super confused why rohan and savvy ended their relationship but they were lowkey just using each other to get freaky so ig