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this is so toxic and angsty im eating this shit upppp

starting this book in diwali season was not a good idea... now i cant make time to sit down and read, and if it let it sit for too long i fear i will abandon it completely like i did with TILOAL.... *head in hands*

my heart is kinda breaking for lucien wth :( he's been through so much, he deserves to be happy too.

im trying to understand nesta so bad but shes so !!!! INFURIATINGG. the only thing stopping me from being completely annoyed is the fact that they're all together again. aaaaaaah i missed my family :((

i know anything can go wrong at any moment but shes soo close to reuniting with the inner circle again and its making me so giddy!!!! *screams*

ohmygod... feyre manipulating and playing with the spring court like chess pieces, breaking them from the inside bit by bit... IKDR MOTHER!

ELAIN AND LUCIEN??? i dont know how i feel about this yet ngl........

not the suriel and feyre being besties im cryinggsjsgs

(mate reveal just happened btw. SCREAMINGGG even though we alr knew lol)

chapter 44.... THE STARFALL SCENE,, the most beautiful fucking scene ever ohmygodddd

“I will kill anyone who harms you,” Rhys snarled. “I will kill them, and take a damn long time doing it.” He panted. “Go ahead. Hate me—despise me for it.”



they are soooo buzzy *brain short circuits*

“but it will be a long while yet before I can look at your sisters without wanting to roar at them.”

:(( im really really glad feyre FINALLY has people like rhys, cassian, mor who defend her, care about her, look after her :(( im soo excited for this sweet lil found family to develop more <3

“Your sister died—died to save my people. She is willing to do so again to protect you from war. So don’t expect me to sit here with my mouth shut while you sneer at her for a choice she did not get to make—and insult my people in the process.”

i love cassian, have i mentioned?

i know elaine is mostly harmless and i also warmed up to nesta a little that time feyre went back and found out that she searched for her, but i dont think i will ever forget or forgive how both the older sisters just sat back and pretended everything was cool for YEARS while the youngest sister went to hell and back to bring food and money to them.

velaris sounds like a dream, truly. also, im SO excited to meet the inner circle *screams*

THIS BITCH DID NOT JUST TRAP HER INSIDE WHAT THE FUCK

rhys is trying so hard to get her spark back :(( my heart

"yes, Feyre—therecan be High Ladies."

TAMLIN YOU LYING MOTHERFUCVKJFHGHDJ

"Does he ever ask you why you hurl your guts up every night, or why you can’t go into certain rooms or see certain colors?"


EXACTLYYYY EXACTLYYYY YOU TELL HER RHYS

“He’s probably running scared now that Tamlin’s got his powers back.”
“Then you don’t know Rhysand very well at all.”

SCREAMINGHFJ

she's so miserable and lonely my poor baby :(( literally where is tamlin anytime she needs him.

WAIT SO TAMLIN SENT ANDRAS TO THE HUMAN REALM KNOWINGLY??? ANDRAS KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO HIM ALL THIS TIME???? OMGHGHFJ

icb im saying this but lo has been so unlikeable in this book 😭 he can be mean as hell sometimes. i love him hes my pookie but i also NEED him to stop giving ryke such a hard time, esp since ryke already feels second to connor when it comes to lo which makes me so :(( sad for him. ryke is always there for everyone and i need all of them to be there for him for once too idk

the book has been amazing so far but im being so fr if scott gets away with the sex tape without any repercussions n they just accept it as 'oh well it is what it is' its going to ruin the whole book for me i fear. like they keep losing to that creepy weirdo over n over. it'd be okay if they fought back but they never do and its just taking away all the fun :/ i want THEM to win for once is that too much to ask for

i hate how scott fucks them over and then gets away with it every. single. time. he not only copied every single word connor said about rose and used it himself, made connor look like an asshole, but now a fucking sex tape too???? IF SCOTT DOESNT GET EXPOSED BY THE END OF THIS BOOK IM GONNA BE SO MAD

scott you RAT omg 🤬 no way he just plagiarized what connor said about rose in his interview word for word. i might even hate him more than sebastian and thats saying something.

"My gaze flits between my friends, their bodies begin to relax when I look at them individually. People believe I have some sort of magic hold over others. That I can cause crowds to part without asking. All I have to do is stand at the edge of a mass and they’ll effortlessly make a path for me. My power is in my confidence. It's that simple"

this man is literally carved right out of my dreams im sickk

“You’re not a pit stop. You’re my finish line. There’s no one after you.”

🥺🩵

connor giving rose a lap dance so she wouldn't have to do it..... HOW is this man so dependable and responsible and caring and perfect and hot as hell on top of that?!

“While she cries on your shoulder about her company, yesterday she stayed the night at my apartment. You smoke, you mess with her things, and you return her to me restless. She paces back and forth, muttering idioms that make no sense, and I have to figure out how to put her back together. You are not a friend to her; you’re a parasite.”

i believe in connor cobalt supremacy 🛐