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NIGHTEYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ROBIN I CANT PLEASE

YOU GUYS WE ARE SO BACK

TWEAKING so bad to the point where it is causing me to tweak

talk about a SLOW BURN

I KNEW IT I FKING KNEW IT AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH THERES SO WAY like i could feel that it had to be him this whole time but god she got me and she got me good

his name…. ur joking…. and then she names the dog FAZE?!?!? truly is a fantasy book because i’m NOT believing this shit

got to 55% last night before bed, i’m begging for ANYTHING TO HAPPEN !!!!

he’s a…. father ? well because of course he is. it’s giving watpad mafia AU but also i’m rly invested because the plot is thickening and i can’t wait to see what happens

so whats the bit of the guardian? is he supposed to be the love interest? is this a weird love triangle? either way its making me mad

here is the refreshing part of this book: our FMC Odessa isn’t a god like character. She hasn’t had some secret battle training her whole life, isn’t a master with a sword. Although in the description on good reds for the book she is compared to Violet from fourth wing or one of SJM’s characters I’m finding the opposite. Although she has the same sassy lines + deadpan humor, she’s not randomly perfect at everything

ok plot was already predictable for this first 20% BUT i’m excited to see where this goes so i’m still invested….. thinking i might end up liking this

i’m going to be kind while reading this…. i know i don’t usually like books like this but i want to so bad so im keeping an open mind

russo shade is crazy btw

i think i’m going to throw up this is genuinely too much for me to handle

IM CRYING PLEASE GOD NO I CANT DO THIS

FOX BOY I KNEW ITTTTTT

MY PREDICTION WAS RIGHT but it gave twilight fade to black 💔💔💔💔💔

ok i dont want to go back on my word but sometimes the characters in this book act a tid bit irrationally and it makes me just a little upset, and also sometimes things just kinda happen and im like ? well what was the point of that? to have a longer book ig. i also hate the whole "we are the raven" bit that happens anyway this is still going to be a 5 star book! i just need to be fair in my review

so things are getting crazy and very unexpected but i have a feeling how this is going to go 🫪

sorry for the spam of “want to read” and reading updates and such! im in the mood to have things accurate on here lol

you guys im trying so hard with this book. i will be honest this is the FOURTH TIME im picking this book up attempting to finish it. I'm wondering if maybe Rachel isnt for me..... I want her to be soooooo bad tho. anyway i will keep persisting maybe try it on audiobook ? and see

ok i will say this, i could tell where this next part of the book would go when we mentioned the main character doing martial art training casually on the side.... like the author knew it was too outlandish that Neema would be scholar and be able to fight so put that note in early on to convince us that its realistic. not hating just stating

IS THIS A MURDER MYSTERY NOW?!?!?! what is going on plz i’m sick

WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING WRONG?!?!? WHY ARE WE ONLY AT TWENTY PERCENT AND IVE ALREADY CRIED TWO TIMES ITS ONE AMMMMMMM

my heart hurts, i just am so invested in these characters already

so through a recent dostoevsky video controversy of mine (because god forbid a woman has an opinion) i found out that there are people who go through my goodreads so they can leave me d**** t*****s ig that’s how u know you’ve made it huh😃😃😃 well anyways i have decided that i need to be more carful about ratings and reviews on here! still going to be accurate and fair but yea just more cautious

currently on vacation so i’m about to have a LOTTTT of reading updates… sorry for the spam as always

omg i know it’s so annoying but im going back through and writing little reviews on the books i read this year so i have an idea on my thoughts for the end of the year wrapped 😭💔 sorry for the spam

fitz must be sexiest man of the year the way everyone wants him. i will NOT accept this narrative

picking this one up again, seeing if i can actually finish it this time e