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"I take the blue envelope which Jacques has sent me and tear it slowly into many pieces, watching them dance in the wind, watching the wind carry them away. Yet, as I turn and begin walking toward the waiting people, the wind blows some of them back on me."

"waiting, as one waits at a deathbed for the miracle one dare not disbelieve, which will not happen."

"you will go home and then you will find that home is not home anymore. Then you will really be in trouble. As long as you stay here, you can always think: One day I will go home. N'est-ce pas?"

"He made me think of home - perhaps home is not a place but an irrevocable condition."

"I ached abruptly, intolerably, with a longing to go home; not to that hotel, in one of the alleyways in Paris, but home, home across the ocean, to things and people I knew and understood; to those things, those places, those people which I would always, helplessly, and in whatever bitterness of spirit, love above all else."

"Not many people have ever died of love. But multitudes have perished, and are perishing every hour for the lack of it."

"Love him. Love him and let him love you. Do you think anything else under heaven really matters?"

"Nobody can stay in the Garden of Eden. I wonder why."

"Have you ever wondered what a human life is worth? That morning, my brother's was worth a pocket watch."

"human behavior is messy and unpredictable and unconcerned with convenient symmetries."

"People learn to live with the most unimaginable things."

“We are waiting, all of us, against insurmountable odds, for something extraordinary to happen to us.”

im basically reading this for the first time tho i have 0 memories except that tedros dies at the end and then some dumbass fuckass stupidass thing happens where he comes back to life and cheats and has a fucking hetero ass happy ending
japeth and aric i will always remember you

see i know this ig gonna upset me bc im rooting for japeth wth

tedros needs to learn to listen to gay people oml the little boys are telling you to be wary of gifts be wary of giftssss
foreshadowing goes crazy but its such a good plan that im rooting for the bad guys
rhian dont have any crazy ex girlfriends because he went to an all boys school just a BROTHERS crazy ex BOYfriend and also kei whos totally in love with him

bro what are you doing?? oml

too many fuckass sexy ass MEN
aric is SO fine i dont know what to do about it