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“I’m just scrubbing whatever vanity isn’t, whatever ‘to be’ is, whatever’s beneath my body and all its equipment for keeping me here, that’s what I imagine myself washing. I get the sense my ‘is’ is filthier than other peoples. Heavier with all that dirt.”

This shit goes so hard

Reading this feels like a vocab quiz

dont give me he was like this "even then" WHAT HAPPENS TO HIM WDYM

Bro ???????

"Of course it would be easy to establish bedrock faith after such clear-cut revelation. How was it fair to celebrate those guys for faith that wasn't faith at all, that was just obedience to what they plainly observed to be true? And what sense did it make to punish the rest of humanity who had never been privy to such explicit revelation?"

this should be a very boring book, we are living with her nearly moment to moment and her routine is so repetitive, and her inner world is not any more exciting. Her pondering is interesting. Im still enjoying it but truly nothing has really HAPPENED if that makes sense

they should call this book everything you love and come to love dies.

if you think its happy for even a MOMENT it gets even more depressing

"The only creature in the forest that can really do right or wrong is me. And I alone can show mercy."

FUCK ITS SAD FUCKING PEARL GODDAMN IT

Oops I thought I was only halfway done and saw there’s like 10% left. Rip

Lady living in da woods with terrible dog death foreshadowing

Finally got to a chapter i had to reread twice bc i am Stupid

“Goodbye, Jacob, my brother… my son.” Ew bro

"...a human being can never become just an animal; he plunges beyond, into the abyss."

cue me loudly asking my cowoker if he knows what an erbswurst is while he has a guest in front of him

cue me loudly asking my cowoker if he knows what an erbswurst is while he has a guest in front of him

Straight up saying the dogs dies i fucking knew it

BORREEDDDDDD

I can understand why they CGIed the fuck out renesseme

her middle name is Carlie. like carlisle and charlue. Stupid. I do however LOVE the renessme ad charlie itneractions 10/10

SERIOUSLY WE GET ALL JACOB POV FOR ALL OF BELLA GONG THROUGH PREGNANCY AND BIRTH BUT NOT FOR TELLING CHARLIE WTF

THE BOOK KEEPS NOT SHOWING THE PARTS I WANT TO SEE MOST WDYM WE DONT GET TO SEE CHARLIE REACTING TO JACOB PHASING IN FRONT OF HIM IM GOING TO KMS

I could’ve stayed up all night reading this (if you don’t count until 5am all night). Say what you want about twilight, it’s cringe, it’s weird, whatever, it’s ALSO good lmao

I put off reading this for so long but I’m eating it up, it’s so interesting and sad and strange

Bella’s birth and transformation story might actually scarier than the entirely of Salems Lot by Stephen King

Seth is the most likable werewolf