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HIGH KING CARDAN EATING PIZZA IN A T-SHIRT IN THE MORTAL WORLD.
😭😭😭

“Good-bye, Father,” I whisper as he is led away. I say it softly, and I do not think he hears me.

what drag path 💔

Madoc, who was my father ever since he murdered my father. Madoc, who taught me how to swing a sword to actually hit someone and not just their blade. Madoc, who sat me on his knee and read to me and told me he loved me.

NOBODY TALK TO ME. IM. DEVASTATED. THIS. OMG. MY HEART JUST SHATTERED INTO MILLION PIECES 💔💔💔💔

I try to imagine the High King in the mortal world, standing in front of our apartment complex, knocking on our door. What ridiculous thing had he worn? Had he sat down on the lumpy couch and drank coffee as though he didn’t despise everything around him?

I NEED MORE OF CARDAN IN MORTAL WORLD PLS 😭

“Half my knights never made it out,” he informs me grimly.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The High King has made a bargain to get me back.

They say it is the place that the Folk came from and to which they will eventually return. (انا لله و انا الیه راجعون lol sorry my humour is broken 😭)

i fear ive been influenced by that one specific cardan fanart >:3

She thought she knew all his looks. She’d seen his taunting, his teasing, his anger, his fear. But she’d never seen him with so much wonder in his blue eyes.

SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP.

rereading after caraval to see if it changes anything

this dante guy is lowk pmo 💢

this rlly reminds me of queen of sheba 😭

What, I wondered, did he mean by “society”? The plural of human beings? What is society but an individual? (the only insightful thing i got out of this so far)

i feel like its starting to sound like a slow erosion of the self because of purposelessness.

dnfed

hitting the oct arc 😔

the writing is so off like there are some rlly good sentences but not placed well ;/

it felt eerily smooth now im kinda curious abt book 2 to see how that all plays out in a trilogy

pls pls let katniss peeta & rue to form an alliance 😭