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You can call… I just can’t.
I heard you were visiting some new “friend”.
If that’s the case just don’t bother.
I don’t need to be lied to and hurt again.

Just after 9:15 it is my shadow that can be seen…
My heart will always hold a touch…
You can find me on the….

Your hands so large and warm,
They save me from this wretched internal storm.

You smell, taste, and feel like home,
Never far can I roam.

You still have my heart,
Never long shall we part.

I crave you every moment, every hour,
How could I ever believe this love had gone sour?

Lies kept us apart,
Now we live in truth, fully sharing one heart.

I’m here…

At the park…
Where we used to walk after dark..
Will I be listening to this rain alone,
In vain and in pain?

The gloomy rain sings a sorrowful song,
It seems the perfect day to study at the park all morning long.

Under the red tin roof I shall wait,
For my knight in shining armor to change my fate.

Tomorrow morning it shall be,
Will my knight show up to rescue me?

Maybe time can be found,
Between the bells that sound.

Until noon I shall stay,
But I fear my knight will not come anyway.

“He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.”
-Funeral Blues; W.H. Auden

143…I always will.