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depression so bad it got me turning to self help

ughh it's so apparent that it's written by a man

Idk if the author is genius or too messed up for this idea😭

my time wen to find a time tunnel in the back of a suspicious rusty low-price restaurant run by a granny who's abouta die of lung cancer

I'd listen to ray porter narrate a grocery list and call it a masterpiece

just to tick it off my list

one of those books you start and feel oddly disappointed (because you thought it was your original idea) and at the same time exhilarated by how well it's actually presented

dostoevsky is my undoing

"I thought of everybody here with me now. They’d all jumped into certain death, just to save me. Me. I couldn’t have survived without them. All my life, I’d felt alone. And now, at the edge of the apocalypse, I finally realized how much I needed other people."


alexa play apocalypse by cigarettes after sex

"I thought of everybody here with me now. They’d all jumped into certain death, just to save me. Me. I couldn’t have survived without them. All my life, I’d felt alone. And now, at the edge of the apocalypse, I finally realized how much I needed other people."


alexa play apocalypse by cigarettes after sex

yulian is preston on cocaine

this has very quickly become my new home

"I found myself thinking about my mother, my father, and of Bea. Of my few friends from before, of my coworkers at the boatyard. They were all gone. All I had left in this world was right here.

Mongo soon started to snore. I could feel Donut’s warmth against the back of my neck. She breathed softly, oblivious of all that had occurred tonight.

This, I thought, this is my family"


Fuck, I'm totally not crying.

"What was the point of living, if I couldn’t live with myself? "

I love Carl.

wow he's filled w npc energy

"You know you've totally screwed up your life when your whole world turns to shit and the only person you have to talk to is your system agent software."


Hello 2026

Now this is the kind of book I ignore my responsibilities for

It wasn't supposed to be this sad

gotten slow now...

Some lines are making me shudder in my skin out of cringe

So fucking bored. They're the couple who killed angst istg

The main characters are very side character-y

1.5

The ending was nonsensical like wtf

Half way through and I don't get where this is going? It's physically straining to pick this book with nothing interesting whatsoever.

But I will still give it a chance to redeem itself and hope so the second half is worth the attention this book amounts to😭✋