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If there’s no pain, then how do you know you’re alive?

“Yeah, you bleed just to know you’re alive” - Iris, the goo goo dolls

Silence speaks louder than any gift a man can give you. If he wanted to, he would and all that shit. If a woman would just pay attention, a man will tell her everything she needs to know without him even saying a damn word.

He is a Leader, believes in Order, knows when to Rule, and is a Deity.

“I have been with lots of women. That was not...fake. But...” He looked at Shane, and Shane held his breath. “I have only been in love with one person.”

“I love you.”
Shane froze. And then Ilya froze.
“Holy shit,” Shane whispered. It wasn’t how he had meant to respond.
“I...” Ilya’s eyes were so wide and so scared.
“I love you too,” Shane said.
Ilya gave a shaky smile and exhaled. “Thank Christ.”
“Does it... does it feel like agony for you too?”
Ilya started to nod, then stopped. He shook his head slowly instead. “Not anymore.”

“I will try,” he said instead.
“Will you?” Shane asked skeptically.
“Yes! I will do anything if it will make you touch my dick right now!”

🤣

Shane shook his head. There was no way he was going to go over there. He could list a million reasons why he couldn’t go over there, and he ran them through his head as he grabbed his jacket and left the hotel room.

😭 he’s only so strong

“You’re arrogant, too, but since you have a dick between your legs, it’s called charisma. Yet when a woman has confidence in herself and her work, she’s labeled an egotistical bitch. If we’re going to be fair, you should be called an egotistical dick.”

“Oh, God…”
“Bit unfair that he gets the praise for something I’m doing,” he says, “Now, say my name.”

“I… had nowhere else to go…”

Oh I do like this mini trope. It’s been a while since I’ve seen it

You’re like a painting of a battle, but whoever said war and art should be watched from afar didn’t have the audacity to come close, touch, breathe, and taste.”

“I’m afraid we don’t allow these foolish human toys.” Greyback smirked. He took Remus’s wand in both hands and snapped it clean it two.

I just flinched

“Yeah, James is really lucky. I’d never even had a proper Christmas until I went to the Potters.”

Remus never had a proper Christmas until he went to the potters
Harry never had a proper Christmas until he went to the weasleys

“I didn’t make plans past the war. Potter was never going to win, I always knew that. Falling for you didn’t change that—it just—it just—It just made knowing it worse.”

Boston had their own star center, a hotshot Russian named Ilya Rozanov.


ARIANA, what you doing here girl?!

So far so dull. I’m pretty bored already🙃
I don’t like Daniel and Nicole seems kinda meh. I assume when I get to the conclusion as to why they “broke up” it might get me hooked but so far…nah

We have lost. We know what it is to grieve and miss someone so badly we can't breathe. But because of that loss, we will love deeper, support each other further, and show up for one another harder. Loss teaches us how to cherish love.