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omg i love it, i love it, but i gotta sleep..! UGH

"love. passion. choice. things no amount of money could buy." 🫶🏻

"i adored fall and everything that came with it–the cozy clothes, the riot of earthy colors on the trees, the hint of cinnamon and smoke in the air." MY PERSON !!

my poor little gregor

third time reading this one! :p

"I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me
or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs
would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week. I could feel the tears
brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too
full."

"I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to
death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would
choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing
all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and
go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet."

beautiful written page

" I don’t believe in baptism or the waters of Jordan or anything like that, but I guess I feel about a hot bath the way those religious people feel about holy water."

"The silence depressed me. It wasn’t the silence of silence. It was my own silence."

i'm sobbing so hard stawp this

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fuck you sin, why you getting sweet now, just stay here, you're too lovely i cannot

"I liked feeling almost naked
on the hot summer nights."

okay maybe sin prioritizing elli over dinner w his future wife & her parents, it can make it up i guess, with all the orgasms! :3

"if it makes you feel any better, i don't love her either." KDNSKASMSM

you're saved for a bit sin.....
"i don't give a fuck what either of our future's hold. she will always be mind. i'm here to remind her of that."

I'M FUCKING CRYINGGHG MAN WHAAATTTTTT TBE FIICUCKKKKKKK SIN??'nbbbnvhisbskqlsmdnsmw i'll beat him the fucl up jesus christ ASSHOLE

i'm fucking crying, sin, you fucking goddam asshole, you better be joking.
it's still too rude to be doing that, shit like "i had to make her believe it" doesn't work when you offend a woman like that. fuck you sin gosh