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note to self: dont read book 3 as an audiobook

i actually think haymitch should have been drinking more with everything that happened in the games.

what
the
heck
suzanne?!!?!?

Haymitch and his flock of children and his found family dynamic with his other D12 tributes are going to ruin me in the next couple of chapters

really had to stop and just digest the ending of part one for a while after i finished that section
the fact snow will not let a 2 month situationship GOOOO omg
haymitch having kids follow him around like baby ducklings is also going to kill me knowing what has to come to pass

the way every chapter gets sadder????
the amount of times i've just sat there going WTF SUZANNE?!
i love this book so much

i have cried so many times
poor haymitch

i know you want to be a vampire bella but edward is the BIGGEST walking red flag, i am BEGGING you to book it in the opposite direction omg

The way she describes the process of waking up in the aftermath of a death and always expecting to be able to have that person still be there is SUCH an accurate depiction of what the beginning stages of grief look like.

Poor Dickie, his whole story just made me feel so sad for him. The way his story unfolded through his section is what leads me to believing there will be no happy ending for anyone involved. Dickie is spiraling and fast, and all I keep going back to is the opening story of the book.

I REALLY enjoyed Imelda's part. I was so enthralled by her thoughts and how it was written in comparison to the other character's thoughts. This was the first time reading that I didnt want to put the book down

the older sister in my is SCREAMING at PJ at the end of his section to please trust his instincts about Ethan, and to not go running away at 12 to some guy's house he's never met before who just sent him INSANE messages. PJ, i am begging for you to please listen to your instincts here

I feel bad for PJ but his pov is just not interesting to me

I am only continuing on because so many people have hyped this book up and I am so so hoping it gets better

I watched saltburn last night and then started reading more of this today, knowing nothing about this book and went ....it's giving saltburn. I'm also already cringing waiting for the lies to catch up and for me to want to die from the second hand embarrassment of it