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" The light we see in the sky is just a memory, an impression of the
way the universe used to be. A bit of radiation the star emitted long, long
ago, like an ancient photograph. And the universe is in constant motion,
churning, shifting. You can’t visit that image of the past, because nothing is
the same as it was. To visit the star you see, you’d have to go back in time.”

It’s not like I think we should ignore all the terrible things that are happening. Or that you should try to forget about your brothers or not feel sad. I just think that even though there’s a lot of darkness and destruction, there’s a lot of hope and beauty too. And even if they don’t balance each other out, even if the good stuff doesn’t erase the bad stuff;the bad stuff doesn’t get to erase the good stuff either.

I could not imagine how I could trust someone again. It wasn’t just trusting that they would be faithful, it was trusting that I could believe in what they presented to me, that they weren’t harboring an alternate self, one I couldn’t see.

It was hard to be careful when so much of his heart had stopped caring
at all.

Is it living ,though? To take the safe road?

The darkness will always remain, but how you choose to face it, handle it... that's the important part. To not let it consume . To focus upon the good , the things that fills you with wonder.

"I am the rock against which the surf crashes. Nothing can brake me "

Did you know shields weighed so much? I certainly didn’t.

Everyone deserves happiness. The road there isn’t easy. It is long, and hard, and often traveled utterly blind. But you keep going. Because you know the destination will be worthwhile