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❞ أعلمُ أنّ القبيلة تجتمع لتقرر مصيري صراخُ فتياتٍ كثيراتٍ لا أعرف أسماءهن أو وجوههن تصل دمي. دمهن الدافئ الذي سال على أيدي ذكور عوائلهن يختلط بدمي. أخاف أن تشتبك عظامي بعظامهن، وأن يكون مصيري مثل مصيرهن ❝

‘You’re not like other children,’ said my mother.
She longed for me to be free, and did everything she could to make sure it never happened.

I said, “I’m lonely, and it hurts.” I told him, “I wanted so badly to be smothered with love that I thought I would go crazy.”

"Because life has not turned out the way I wanted it to. Because that’s how it always is—as a child, you get no love from your parents, and at school, you get bad grades and never catch anyone’s eye. And after you’re all grown up, you keep peeking in the door of the gynecology clinic, and then wait for an hour, and another hour, at the café where a man has promised to meet you "