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when it is only week 4 but school is already hitting hard and so of course you can’t read as much 😤.

’the fiery redhead with a loud mouth and unyielding smile’

when SIDE characters remind you of all for the game characters … this is how you know i will NEVER recover from the foxhole court trilogy. neil andrew love you forever and ever ❤️‍🩹.

pre read: it’s me and pretty book covers against the world really.

his mouth pressed into the back of her hair. ‘put your hand over here. i will not let you fall’

SCREAMING.

anais fitcher constantino spin off when?

this book needs a map and a list of all the gods … which i feel like should be mandatory for fantasy books …

other than that, i have no complaints!

just watched the enola holmes trailer and enola and tewkesbury remind me of mallory and armand. petition to make this book into a movie …

i’m really liking this so far. mallory is enjoyably funny with her sarcastic quips and armand is adorable … but neil josten let his cigarette burn to the filter without taking a drag …

i want to finish this book today but i already miss the foxes 🥹

’i won’t be like them,’ neil said. ‘i won’t let you let me be.’

‘one hundred and one,’ andrew said, ‘going on one hundred and two.’

‘you’re a terrible liar,’ neil said, and andrew kissed him into silence.

ugh my babies 🥺

’neil considered turning around and walking away but suspected that was a good way to get shot in the back’

neil is so unhinged i love him.

not sure how everything is going to come together with only 100 pages left …

’and sure, theo only wanted it because she had asked him to call, but something about the way he was looking at her made it feel different’

’no number’ he murmured, watching freddie and not the paper.

*cue internal screams*

this book really pulls you in with the vivid descriptions.

i’m only 30 pages in and already creeped out.

slowly making my way through this (and can confirm i am still obsessed w neil and andrew and all the foxes) bc school is a lot and it does not help that i’m also applying to grad school 😅

’despite that, something seemed different. maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making andrew’s pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. whatever it was, it was disorienting’

my babies 😭

am i enjoying this? yes. but is it kinda cringe at times? also yes.

i am obsessed with this cover 😍

pre read: been waiting for this one🤞🏼fall vibes here i come.

at this point i’m just here for the ryder lore. it’s kinda boring otherwise and so stereotypically ‘college’.

now was that really necessary 😐

’it could mean the world to him, but it couldn’t be everything. it couldn’t fill in the broken pieces of him the way the foxes did. it wouldn’t drop everything to get him from the airport or come back for him without question or call him ‘friend’. neil built his life around exy after his mother died because he needed something to live for, but neil wasn’t alone anymore’

i am not okay 🤧

pre read: kinda want to read a college romance so …

school sucks because why am i in the worst slump ever 😫 even the king’s men can’t get me out of it.

’his thoughts threatened to tug him down to dark places, so neil silently counted as high as he could in every language he knew. it did nothing to help him sleep, but it at least kept the demons at bay for a little longer’

my poor baby neil 🥺 and andrew and aaron and nicky and jean.

sort of pre read: i started this book on aug tenth but couldn’t update because i had no service … but i’m really enjoying it, as expected 🙂‍↕️.

’you are absolutely impossible to put up with sometimes. i might ban you from shopping with us ever again’

‘i tried banning myself last time’ neil said. ‘it obviously didn’t work’

GUYS i am literally cackling. did i mention i love them.

can we pls just get back to playing exy. andrew, aaron, and nicky’s backstories absolutely broke my heart 🥺 after all that has just happened i need some happy moments pls 🙏🏼

niel was already in his coffin. he might as well nail it shut. ‘yeah, i understand you’re a complete asshole’

chapter six guys! my stress levels went up by ten 😅

pre read: first book kinda ended on a cliffhanger so i have to dive right into this one.