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“‘Good that you have each other. You’ve got friends, you’re all right, no matter what.’”

“…I was willing to be inconvenienced by someone else’s suffering.”

“I couldn’t even locate where my emotions came from. My brain? … But that seemed directly tied to my nervous system—a physiological response. Was sadness the same kind of thing? Was joy? Was longing? Was love?”

“But I think I was also holding on to the loss, to the emptiness of the house itself, as though to affirm that it was better to be alone than to be stuck with people who were supposed to love you but couldn’t.”

“I wanted to hold on to the house the way you’d hold on to a love letter. It was proof that I had not always been completely alone in this world.”