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All righty then, we soldier on to book three 🫡

LUCKY!!!! *yelled like the name “Alvin” from Alvin and the Chipmunks*

Hate this plot device beyond compare😡

🙏 good lord, give me the strength to get through the rest of this reread so I can read the next book I haven’t read yet.

All right Bitches, let’s ride this roller coaster.

Or maybe Dom’s the idiot, for not telling her everything, she definitely would’ve made different decisions if she knew everything. But also…. At least she understands that she’s making bad decisions

Right idiot she is. She has the mentality of a 16 year old. Like I guess it’s for the plot, but come on, she’s 27. Or is supposed to be. Like, wtf.

Starting this re-read I was excited to revisit a favourite. But GOTDAMN, I forgot just how muther-effin DUMB Eden was. She needs a brain cell or two donated. Truly the greatest charity anyone could give her. Do I love her? Yes, I think she is sweet and intelligent, but she’s not wise and lacks common sense

WhAt ThE AcTuAl FUCK 😭😭😭(real tears were used to make this post)

If….. if this author takes a happy ending away from me…. Help me please. I don’t know how I’ll recover. Probably slowly. Painfully. Never fully. A hole the size of three books permanently etched into my soul for eternity.

“I give you my soul. It’s not a perfect one. It’s a little messy. You inherit some scars. But… all the good parts are for you. From the minute you showed up at my door, all the good parts were for you.”

😭💕😭

Oof, this is rough.

This is such a GOOD book. But GODDAMN. Please, please, PLEASE, stop torturing the characters. It’s torturing the reader. Please, just a small ounce of joy and love for one chapter, I’m begging. This is going to send me into a seasonal depression and it’s SPRING. I should be leaving the depression behind at this point!

“Do you know what a cake pop is?”

That is sooo farmer 😂😂😂 too adorable

I am starting to HATE Lulu. I don’t think she’s even Summer’s friend, just a manager who saw the potential to make big bank.

“”They’re mine,” he says simply. “Every animal on this farm is mine. And when something is yours, you do everything in your power to take care of it. That’s your responsibility.””

While this is super swoony af. I get the sentiment being a farm girl myself.

“Aye, more issues than Vogue, that one.”
😂😂😂

😳😟😳

*internal screaming*

😱I can’t even right now😂

I feel like I have never been so excited in my life to receive and read an ARC!!!!

Oh dear oh dear oh dear. Welp, here we goooo….

I hope he focuses on killing everyone else but Tisaanah and Max’s people…..

I love the joy she’s finding in rediscovering what it’s like to be alive and be a living breathing being, but good lord my second hand embarrassment and protective instincts are going into overdrive because she’s still relearning and is so innocent in a way.

God, this is going to get messy fast. Both sides think this is the right way, to destroy each other but not seeing the goodness, kindness, and love reflected in each other.

Oh boy was I wrong. He was NOT drawing penises. He was drawing her FACE. I have never fumbled so badly.

“He put us in a fucking closet.”
😂😂😂

Oml 😂 are they trying to force a “seven minutes in heaven” situation because they have to work “together” in order to get their magic back?😂

“I’m not made for this.”
-Maxantarius Farlione

This perfectly sums up my current emotions while reading this

If Tisaanah and Max don’t get a beautiful reunion soon I swear I will RIOT. I love them sooo much. Probably too much. I am too emotionally attached to these characters to go through this.

If he dies, AGAIN, permanently, I swear to god. Aefe/Reshaye deserves for someone to finally stay

Is he…. Is he drawing penises???😂😂😂

As far as drawing something to keep yourself from going insane, a penis, I guess, is the age old graffiti of choice for the angry😂

Do I …… do I finally see hope? What is this sudden relief that I haven’t felt since part ONE of the FIRST book? This must be what hope feels like

I am incredibly unhappy. Because I don’t want to cry at work.

I am ignoring what just happened. Because it didn’t happen. They are happily living into old, old age, there is no more war for them to fight. They are ok and happy. That’s what happened.

Am I perhaps, too attached to these characters?

This…. has just been so depressing.