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“I promise I will keep you safe. Whatever the price. I will protect you as I didn’t protect them. This I vow, by blood and by bone”

I don’t think I’ve ever cried cause of book more as I did cause of this one

Helene was happy for 1 SECOND:
sabaa tahir: okay that’s long enough, lemme ruin it-

the last moment before the disaster I don’t wanna flip the page

livia and faris were the presidents of helvitas fanclub lmao

“Thank you, Soul Catcher”
“Elias. From you I prefer Elias”

we are SO back

“In his hands, I am beautiful, sacred, beloved. Beneath his lips, I am undone”

awww I love this quote

“But id die before i let anything happen to my nephew. That is a truth I know in my marrow, and nothing will change it”

this better not be a foreshadowing for heir 2 or istg-

“The river that did this to you, I don’t like it”
“Are you going to find the bad river, elias? Make it pay?”
“It’s Soul Catcher. And yes”

lmaooo

“He is the weak spot in my armor, the flaw in my defense. Damn my traitorous heart to the hellls”

me trying to be happy over any helvitas scenes as long as I can

“all i could think was that i was so thankful it wasn’t you up there. because if it had been, we’d have died together”
STOP MY HEART

I FREAKING HATE THIS BOOK WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

the helvitas wall scene would go crazy if there ever was a live action 😭

“He missed you. Refused to sleep properly without Auntie Shrike to give him a cuddle”
awwwww auntie helene moments😭

emifal firdaant was mentioned for the first time…I’m going through 10 circles of hell

laia and helene were NEVER casual

“Be safe, little sister. It’s just us now”

not for long unfortunately 😭

“Why are we laughing?” I’d asked her at the time.
“Because laughing makes it hurt less”

I know we have one short graphic novella about helene and elias’s year at blackliff but damn I wish we could see so much more cause I can’t imagine what they’ve been through together ☹️

“Men are a terrible waste of air”.
“Utter garbage,” I agree.
“Useless garbage,” she adds.

laia x helene chapters never miss

laia and helene are the ultimate comedic duo

“Ladies first. That goes for you too, smith”. She slides Darin’s groaning plate toward me and I dig in.

oh how I love helene x laia friendship era 🤣

opened the book, read 1 chapter, saw that helene’s chapter comes only 30 pages later and closed it for later 🤚🏻

“your eyes. they’re like hers”
“like shaeva’s”
“no. like the commandant’s” STOPPPPP

“Hail, nephew. I wish for you joy and a family that loves you, adventures that shape you, and true friends to have them with”
and all of this came true 🥹

“I witness myself through this eyes: angry and cold and weak and strong and brave and warm. Not the Blood Shrike. Helene”
STOP IT MY HEART

“Why do you care so much what happens to me?”
“Why do you think?”
THE ANGST IS SERVING

I’m sick of keris 🫩 she should’ve died ages ago, istg every chapter makes me hate her more

the cook revelation scene is traumatizing

I’m not joking when I say each helene’s chapter gets tabbed the most…

“Don’t tell me you haven’t seen a naked soldier before, Captain”
“Not one like you, Blood Shrike”🤭🤭🤭

“But no - it’s not elias. The voice doesn’t offer the slow, deep warmth of summer. It’s cool and harsh - all wrong. It’s winter. Like me”

helvitas the endgame you are!