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"Eu tirei tudo o que poderia ter. Não o odeio, não o desprezo. Por que procurá-lo, mesmo que o ame? Não gosto tanto de mim a ponto de gostar das coisas de que eu gosto. Amo mais o que quero do que a mim mesma."

Goodness me, what if I'm making more
of this than love?

I am and I love.

How is the weak soul to blame that it is unable to receive such terrible gifts? Canst Thou have simply come to the elect and for the elect? But if so, it is a mystery and we cannot understand it. And if it is a mystery, we too have a right to preach a mystery, and to teach them that it’s not the free judgment of their hearts, not love that matters, but a mystery which they must follow blindly, (...)

While there is still time, I hasten to protect myself, and so I renounce the higher harmony altogether. (...) I don’t want harmony. From love for humanity I don’t want it. I would rather be left with the unavenged suffering. I would rather remain with my unavenged suffering and unsatisfied indignation, even if I were wrong.

Mas eu te possuirei mais que ninguém porque poderei partir
E todas as lamentações do mar, do vento, das aves, das estrelas
Serão a tua voz presente, a tua voz ausente, a tua voz serenizada

relieve my soul, make me feel that Thy hand is holding mine, make me feel that death doesn’t exist because in truth we are already in eternity, make me feel that loving is not dying, that the surrender of yourself doesn’t mean death, make me feel a modest and daily joy, make me not ask Thee too much, because the answer would be as mysterious as the question