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„Seine weiße Kufija, mit der er sonst den Kopf bedeckte, war blutgetränkt.“

„Die Hand, die dich streichelt, sagt Nene, kann dich töten. Niemand weiß das besser als ein Hund, der unter Männern lebt.“ (S. 42 Z. 17-19)
-> glaube bin noch nie so schnell einen stift holen gegangen, um etwas zu unterstreichen, wow.

whole lotta gay sex

problems being discussed in the book:
- generational trauma stemming from colonialism and oppression
- men, the entitlement of men, men being men (derogatory)
/s (or maybe not tbh)

YES YARA THANK YOU THE MOMENT I‘VE BEEN WAITING FOR

i fucking hate fadi, i fucking hate how frustrated this book makes me feel for yara and i fucking hate her perspective even if i understand where it stems from, did i mention i fucking hate fadi??

at this point i‘m just DONE. yes, i know yara‘s a victim and her mum‘s a victim as well, i know that there’s a lot of pain and trauma involved but "maybe you deserved to be beaten after all" is just insane, she‘ll better take that back

painful read, i recognise that the mother‘s a victim as well but god i despise her, how could you make your daughter feel that way? my heart bleeds for yara

painful read

not the healthiest relationship with a man in her life being with a gay guy (valid)

i will never be able to understand everything yara is going through but i do understand her in terms of wanting to end it all, feeling hopeless. i feel seen in her thoughts, and i‘m rooting against that.
also i‘m pretty sure her mother has died at the hands of the father? everything seems like it, i just can’t be sure yet

what has happened to her mother, she seemed to radiate light and kindness and it appears that her husband dimmed it all.
i love jude <3
and i absolutely adore etaf rum‘s writing style!!

irgendwie mag ich dieses buch total gerne obwohl mich beide hauptcharaktäre wirklich in den wahnsinn treiben, aber teils tuen sie das auch weil ich mich in ihnen wieder erkenne

"ich weiß nicht, warum ich nicht einfach wie ein normaler mensch sein kann" - marianne

oh sorry ich mag ihn doch noch aber dikka wie kann man so unable sein zu kommunizieren?? redet doch einfach normal omg

ich mag connell nicht.

palästina mentioned 🤞🤞 sonst mag ich das buch bisher, ist leichtere lektüre aber macht spaß, der typ fuckt mich ab der soll sich mal jetzt festlegen aber seine mutter hat ihm schon eine ansage gemacht