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lowkey i don't really have words to tell you how my progress is... progressing. except for, many mentions of cock and balls. so, yeah, my cock counter is reaching quite the high number. anyways, IF i forget about all the smut its actually a cute story. the dynamic and the struggles... it feels realistic and cute and all. but yeah, just too much cock and balls for my liking, so i'm struggling lmao

bro i don't even know what to say really. i ám keeping score of how many times i come across "dick" and "cock" cuz holy shit wdym 4 times on ONE page sometimes 💀🫩

guys, christy and i will be buddy reading this, but... will we also be buddy dying inside????
stay tuned!

so far i've read 3/4 short stories and oh my... how i've missed Damen and Laurent. i fear i'll never get over them actually. it's been a while since i've read the captive prince trilogy and even though i'd forgotten how much i adore them, it immediately came rushing back to me as i picked this up. kept the (hopefully) best story for last though and i'm SO excited, but i'll read that tomorrow... on purpose 🥰

too many people and lowkey idgaf about any of them. i'm also still bored. and im annoyed because this guy is so goddamn oblivious.
i'm also watching death note, that ís fun. having a great time lowkey

suddenly there's this other guy and shit's happening but it's all be try sudden so i'm kinda like ????? also, idk which of the two mfers is lying and gaslighting but i do have an idea and fuck that guy lowkey (highkey). even tho i do wonder what his deal is. i better find out cuz that's the only interesting thing to me so far

more notes: its written in a diary style, the book incl lines like "you who is reading this"... hopefully at least it ends up being for someone? but so far its giving diary with no substance. maybe more like a guide? but also not cuz there's nothing to follow either. idk. another annoying thing is I don't get where their supplies come from. the "halls" all got nothing but they do have shit like matches and batteries

lowkey just so I remember this for my final review, or unless things get cleared up I can reflect on if the confusion was worth it. we shall see I guess...

why the helly do so many words start with a capital letter???? at first I thought it was giving German, where every noun is written with a capital letter, but no no no. not every noun, just some.
and the way dates are written in a whole ass sentence... crazy too

heated rivalry being sold out everywhere is crazy, had to get my copy from the fucking uk of all places. anyway 3 challenges book lets gooooo, im nerving this challenge

i'm trying so hard to read because i want to read this book (it's really good so far) and i desperately need to distract myself from the fact luna is really dead and not coming back. and i have been reading today, i really have. but i can't keep it up for too long cuz my mind just... wanders. i spent most of the day crying on and off in bed. can't believe i have to work tomorrow, as if my world didn't crumble today

this just in: i've been reading ánd its more than 10 pages this time !

SEQUEL TIMEEEEE

ROUGH time (content wise) so i can't read too much in one go, but im halfway now so progress!!!!

still can't believe birther got me a jeffrey dahmer ahh book for christmas. sure is eh jolly....

ALMOST. but i decided to continue this as an audiobook because I just couldn't manage to get through the book physically. sadly tho, I'm now out of audiobook hours so imma have to read the last 20% physically regardless. siiiiigh. but its fine. I got this. end of the year is close, but this is my last challenge book and I'm really close to finishing this so I got this. surely

so far i am..... (sigh) not really vibing

i am... bored. again. i fear the romance genre just isn't doing it for me lately. maybe ill go for a scare next, after i finish all these fuck ass challenges anyway

audiobook time while my head hurts! another challenge book, because we grinding this challenge 🫱🏻‍🫲🏼🫱🏻‍🫲🏼🫱🏻‍🫲🏼

so far not bad but not enough yearning 🤕
also my head hurts from reading and my back hurts from my terrible posture so i'll continue on my way back home tonight

i don't fuck w this at all i'm SO annoyed by the writing oh my goooood. but i AM getting through this audiobook one way or another

believe it or not but maybe i'll actually get out of this reading slump... i'm genuinely having a good time. what a silly goofy (affectionate) read. just what i expected and it's DELIVERING. hellll yeaaaaaaa. and JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT !!!! (you know who you are 🫣👀🤨)

only christmas book you'll catch me reading FYI

guys I'm struggling. every thing I pick up I don't like and idk if its a me issue or if I just pick up the wrong ones I dunno man siiiigh
anyways, I HAVE been watching some great mangas and I've been getting back into art (its been a WHILE) so that's cool too ig but I s'pose y'all idgaf about that so that's too and for y'all

the sci fi book is going a little over my head cuz of the reading slump so instead i'll go for an easy read that's also part of a challenge i still didn't complete 🫱🏻‍🫲🏼

guys i know, i've been slacking this month. this just isn't my month, never is. every year. and also the book i just finished lowkey got me into a reading slump. so instead i've been drawing (after a year i finally made smth again, crazy) and watching anime. lol

im so excited to read this actually. i never really read sci fi, as its not that appealing to me i guess, but im so so so excited for this one. a genre mix of horror fantasy and sci fi you say? with an aspec romance? sigh me the FUCK UP

how am i reading a horror book but im bored out of my mind this far in

i just really wanna compete another reading challenge cuz ive been slacking

quest "finish this today": failed. i'm halfway. not even close to completing my quest siiiigh 🤕

i forgot to mention i started reading this yesterday