But I don't want to go back to how things were this morning.
Pining and weak, convincing myself that if Joaquin could just love me, I'd stop feeling so fucking unhinged. Domesticate me, babe-like my whole life would be worthwhile if I had a popular boyfriend, if I could be desired.
What if I don't want that, though?
What if I don't want him?
— Apr 18, 2026 12:44AM
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