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Wow... this is... this is shit. As in; it's all going to shit and I'm unwell. I'm at a state of shock and irreversible fear.

How about I personally slaughter Aetos since his is so worried about Varrish's death I'll just get him to join him. Like shut up I hate you.

"Recovered Correspondence of His Grace, Lieutenant Xaden Riorson, Sixteenth Duke of Tyrrendor, to Cadet Violet Sorrengail."

Now THAT is a hot ass title. MY MAN, MY MAN, MY MANNNNNN!

HEY! I'm not giving up today! Nothing's getting in my way!

Updating the cry count to two. Three chapters in.

What are the chances I kill myself after this? Because I've already cried, and I'm only on chapter two. I'm so unwell.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO. I'M GONNA THROW UP.

Terrified isn't a big enough word to describe how I feel about starting this book.

The demons in me are demanding I re-read this, so here we are.



(For legal reasons, I must clarify I am not actually possessed by demons)

Every page in this book is heartbreak.

"What about Fluoxetine?"

Finding out Matt was (maybe still is?) on the same medication as me makes me want to throw up. Like I'm having a panic attack reading about his panic attacks.

"To me, the I in IEP may as well have stood for "idiot"."

Oh so kill me because I feel this on another level.

Guys, wish me luck bc I am SO SCARED. Like, heart rate is at 100 bpm, and I haven't even started it yet.

Holy shit, I'm gonna hurl myself off a fucking cliff. Like I actually might throw up.

Soooo...get this....what if I repeatedly bashed my head into a wall?

"My house. My chair. My woman."

And what if I said I would get this tattooed?

So how about—and hear me out on this one—I personally viciously murder Cat with my own two hands?

War.

Dain I could literally give you a big fat fucking kiss right now. THANK YOU.

I'm convinced Rebecca Yarros' only goal while writing this book was to have me stare at a wall in shock

I go from wanting to bash my head into a wall to kicking my feet and giggling, dancing around town like a lunatic in love with a certain shadow wielder.

Stress is a permanent feeling.

It should be a criminal offense how hot this man is. Like DAYMN he is so fucking fine I can't.

Sometimes I like to stare at the wall and question my sanity.

Suri I have no idea who you are but shut up.

I'm quite literally dying of laughter bc of Tadgh's prank on Shan and Johnny.

The JoeyAoife chapter confirmed that the Joey Lynch shaped hole in my heart is still there.

Hugh. Andrew. Biggs. What the fuck, man? I'm gonna throw up. Just because we're not in love with Katie, it doesn't mean we cheat on her with Lizzie who we are in love with

I'm only reading the BOT chapters, so this percent count isn't actually important but sush.

"You're the only person who makes it stop. The noise in my head."

Oh Clibsie, my babies, how much I love you.