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"It's just... that acronym, it kinda spells ass."
A laugh tumbled from my chest and Francesca gaped at me.
"How's that funny? My colleague died, Lance," she said in horror.
"Right, it was just how he died that was amusing,"I tried to cover my ass.
Being blasted to pieces in front of his family by a
maniac?"
Great. He had to die horrifically, couldn't have died drowning in a whirlpool of Griffin shit. Selfish bastard

Harlan Raker, head of the king’s guard. The most famed knight on Stormside.

lemme guess, that’s her man?

“All right. Bath time for my little man.” “And then bath time for your big one?” I ask hopefully.

HAHAHS

He declares them his second-favorite thing he has ever tasted, but won’t tell me what the first one is. I suspect it’s dirty. It kind of makes me want to jump him.

OH MY GOSH THIS MADE ME SCREAM

“And thank you for the plates. They’re lovely.” He watches me with burning eyes. “Anything you wish for, Stay-see, you ask and I will bring it to you.”

ugh he’s so cute

I am not whole. I am missing a vital part of who I am…because I am missing you, Stay-see.”

🥹

“Are you sure this is okay?” She sounds worried. “I can walk.” I turn my head and mock growl at her. “You will not walk.” A giggle escapes her, and it is the sweetest sound I have ever heard. I need to make her laugh more often.

🥹🥹

But I know I would never share.

🤭🤭

“I would be happy with either. All I want is for our kit to be healthy…and to look like you,” he adds after a moment. “But if I choose, I would choose a girl.”

green flaggg

Is Harrec flirting with me? About bowls? “I’ll have to take inventory when I mosey back to my crib and I’ll let you know the sitch.” I deliberately pick a lot of human slang to baffle him.

LMAOOOO

You are perfect. I would change nothing about you. And I am glad that you are mine. I have waited many days to say that to you. He stops for a moment, thinking, and then continues. I want to say it again. You are perfect.

UGHH HE KNOWS SIGN LANGUAGE NOW

If boy-friend is the human word for mate, then yes, yes she does have one.

She gestures at me with one finger, and that puzzles me. Does she think I speak their hand language? I decide to memorize the signal in case I need it to talk to Li-lah. I practice it a few times and then pack my bags for the morning.

HELP HES GONNA GIVE HIS FUTURE MATE THE MIDDLE FINGER LMAO

“When the sky-claw pulled you into his mouth and flew away, I thought my world was over. I put my blade to my breast and was ready to follow you to the next world.” I swallow, then nod. “I did not do that for Zalah.” His voice is achingly gentle. “I would not do that for anyone else. But you, Jo-see, I would follow.”

ugh i love him so much he’s my favourite 🥲🥲

“So what are we waiting for? An engraved invitation?” “A…what?” His brow furrows. “That’s human for ‘stick it in already’.” Haeden’s eyes narrow. “It is?” “Close enough.”

LMAO

“I will keep you safe,” I repeat. My thumbs smooth over her rounded cheeks. “You are mine. That is all you need to know. If you are taken, I will come after you. If you are sick, I will never leave your side. If you leave, I will follow. You will never be without me, because I will come after you. Know this.” I brush my fingers over her breast, where her khui thrums. “Feel this and know it to be true.”

“I need to ask a favor,”

“Anything,” I rasp. She could ask for my arm and I would gladly remove it from my body.

UGHHH

It has taken many torturous nights to get to the point where her eyes light up with pleasure at the sight of me, but I would trade not a single one. This moment has made all of them worth it.

yay 🥹

The way he’d fed me bits of meat with such intensity, like his entire world centered upon feeding me and taking care of me.

🥲

“I hope you brought plenty of that lee-lee root, because my hands are killing me.” “Killing you?” I rush to her side, dropping my burdens. “You are dying? Let me see them!”

HAHAHA

Just once, I wish she would look back. I wish she would see me, waiting on the horizon for her. Waiting to take care of her. To comfort her. To be her man and her mate and whatever else she needs. But she never turns.

🥹🥹

She is small and soft and full of smiles that have genuine joy. Someday, I would like for those smiles to be aimed at me.

AWWWHH

“Are you men-tahl?” She hisses the words at me and then looks around as if to make sure no one else has seen. “I’m not sleeping with you!” Sleeping? She truly does not know how a kit is made. “We will not be sleeping. When a male takes a female—“ She presses her small fists to her forehead. “Ohmigahd. I know how babies are made, you twit!”

LMAOOOO

I will take her glares. I will take anything but her tears.

i love him already stop

“This is awful,” she sobs, struggling to her feet. “You hate me and I hate you.” She hates me. The words cause an ache in my chest that outweighs the ache in my groin. She thinks I hate her. I deserve that. I have pushed her away with every opportunity. The truth is that I do not hate her. I could not. She is sunlight and warm smiles. She is laughter and happiness, and those things are lost to me.

omg 😭

I…do not know what I will do if I resonate to another female only to have her die. It will destroy me.

stop 😭