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She gestures at me with one finger, and that puzzles me. Does she think I speak their hand language? I decide to memorize the signal in case I need it to talk to Li-lah. I practice it a few times and then pack my bags for the morning.

HELP HES GONNA GIVE HIS FUTURE MATE THE MIDDLE FINGER LMAO

“When the sky-claw pulled you into his mouth and flew away, I thought my world was over. I put my blade to my breast and was ready to follow you to the next world.” I swallow, then nod. “I did not do that for Zalah.” His voice is achingly gentle. “I would not do that for anyone else. But you, Jo-see, I would follow.”

ugh i love him so much he’s my favourite 🥲🥲

“So what are we waiting for? An engraved invitation?” “A…what?” His brow furrows. “That’s human for ‘stick it in already’.” Haeden’s eyes narrow. “It is?” “Close enough.”

LMAO

“I will keep you safe,” I repeat. My thumbs smooth over her rounded cheeks. “You are mine. That is all you need to know. If you are taken, I will come after you. If you are sick, I will never leave your side. If you leave, I will follow. You will never be without me, because I will come after you. Know this.” I brush my fingers over her breast, where her khui thrums. “Feel this and know it to be true.”

“I need to ask a favor,”

“Anything,” I rasp. She could ask for my arm and I would gladly remove it from my body.

UGHHH

It has taken many torturous nights to get to the point where her eyes light up with pleasure at the sight of me, but I would trade not a single one. This moment has made all of them worth it.

yay 🥹

The way he’d fed me bits of meat with such intensity, like his entire world centered upon feeding me and taking care of me.

🥲

“I hope you brought plenty of that lee-lee root, because my hands are killing me.” “Killing you?” I rush to her side, dropping my burdens. “You are dying? Let me see them!”

HAHAHA

Just once, I wish she would look back. I wish she would see me, waiting on the horizon for her. Waiting to take care of her. To comfort her. To be her man and her mate and whatever else she needs. But she never turns.

🥹🥹

She is small and soft and full of smiles that have genuine joy. Someday, I would like for those smiles to be aimed at me.

AWWWHH

“Are you men-tahl?” She hisses the words at me and then looks around as if to make sure no one else has seen. “I’m not sleeping with you!” Sleeping? She truly does not know how a kit is made. “We will not be sleeping. When a male takes a female—“ She presses her small fists to her forehead. “Ohmigahd. I know how babies are made, you twit!”

LMAOOOO

I will take her glares. I will take anything but her tears.

i love him already stop

“This is awful,” she sobs, struggling to her feet. “You hate me and I hate you.” She hates me. The words cause an ache in my chest that outweighs the ache in my groin. She thinks I hate her. I deserve that. I have pushed her away with every opportunity. The truth is that I do not hate her. I could not. She is sunlight and warm smiles. She is laughter and happiness, and those things are lost to me.

omg 😭

I…do not know what I will do if I resonate to another female only to have her die. It will destroy me.

stop 😭

She could pull a knife out and shove it into my gut and I would flex a single muscle. I am hers to abuse in this moment. I am hers entirely.

i want him so bad

“It’s me. It’s all me. I’m broken.” “You are perfect,”

ughh

I pull my leather tunic off and rub a hand over my chest to see if she notices my fine form. But she does not. She digs. Humans are frustrating. I will get her attention yet.

HAHAHA

“Har-loh, I will wait forever for you if I must. Time does not matter as long as we are together.”

awhhh

“It could be Raahosh and Vektal’s names we’re mashing together. Their kid could be…Rectal.”

😭😭

I will mate with her mouth for days on end now that she is back in my arms. There is no part of Kira that will be safe from my hungry tongue. I will worship every bit of her.

damn someone’s hungry

You will be my mate. We need no khui to bind us. You are mine and I am yours.

I decide right then and there that I will act a fool around her if it will only bring a happy look to her face. I will do anything for her.

“You were mine the moment you landed on this planet, Kira,” Aehako says. “It does not take a khui to tell me that. Nor will I let anyone take you from me.

🥹🥹

“If my khui resonates for someone else? I will not let it.” He grins, utterly confident. “My heart is for you and you alone.” “That’s not how it works, Aehako.” “That is how it will work for me,” he says, ever stubborn. “And if your khui should resonate for another, I will send you to his arms with gladness for your happiness.”

UGH I LOVE HIM

“There’s no ownership. You are mine as much as I’m yours. Understand?” “I am yours,” he agrees. “Completely and fully.” “Then I can be yours, too.”

they r so perfect it hurts 🥹🥹

“I talk in slang, babe.” “And now you say I’m a child?” Now I’m offended. “I—“

okay i’m obsessed with them

Ah – maybe this is the time for the courting word. “Newwwp,” I tell her.

lol

I am utterly reborn. Every muscle in my body, every tendon, every organ – it no longer belongs to Raahosh. It is all Liz’s to dispose of. I am completely and utterly hers.

this is so much better than studying for maths 🤭

“Dick.” “The song of my people?” I reply back to her, remembering her words. “You got it.”

LMAOO

This must be more of the curious human mating rituals. Maybe that’s what newwwp means. I mentally repeat the word to myself so I can tell her the same thing at the appropriate time.

BRO THINKS NOPE TRANSLATES TO A MATING RITUAL I CANT LMAO