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i just want you all to know this was my favourite book when i was like 14 and i’m crawling back to it

one short story down and of course we’re suffering shock treatment

drinking nothing but coffee, reminiscing on the twangs of nostalgia and drowning out grief with detective tv shows … patti smith i was unfamiliar with your game

this shit is insane

“i’m off balance, i’m not sure what’s wrong.” “you have misplaced joy. without joy, we are as dead.” “how do i find it again?” “find those who have it and bathe in their perfection.”

ivan the biggest weirdo known to man idk why sally expects me to care about these men good lord

i was promised lesbians but instead i’m dealing with four squabbling siblings

quite literally clutching this book to my chest on the bus to work trying to remember how to breathe. i can’t put into words how far esther’s depression and grief is reaching my very core

esther baby you’re about to break my heart as much as alice did aren’t you

i forgot how much i actually do hate june. alice my baby you deserve the world

alice hart my baby i’m coming home to you once more

‘i wanted to see all of her; her darkest memories, her untamed wishes and naked thoughts. i wanted to be inside her head and i wanted her to want to be inside mine’ THE SAPPHIC YEARNING I DESERVE

i haven’t re-read new moon in years despite it being my favourite film ever made and i’d forgotten just how relatable bella’s depression is in this book. i never understood the guttural screams and the nightmares she has and the way she describes the searing pain in her chest but i fear nothing has ever been so relatable to me

JAW ON THE FLOOR

devouring this omg

‘like a rope you could use to haul yourself out of the well. but if there’s no on there to hold on to the other end of the rope, there is no help to be had. you’re never going to get out anyway’