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not a clue what the fuck i’m reading

this book is putting me in one hell of a slump i’m so sick of this whiny drunk rich white man

unintentionally picked up another existentialist postgrad life is going nowhere book

was promised lesbians why are these hyper religious losers in my face

she’s finally broken my streak of loving her memoirs because what on earth is this about

the prose in this is so beautiful

“i wonder whether anything will ever truly belong to me. i wonder if i could find the end of the cruelty that runs through my life like a silver thread and pull it out”

“where i know i’m mortal but i’m not sure that you’re not a god” i’m chomping at the fucking but this is evelyncelia all over again

i just want you all to know this was my favourite book when i was like 14 and i’m crawling back to it

one short story down and of course we’re suffering shock treatment

drinking nothing but coffee, reminiscing on the twangs of nostalgia and drowning out grief with detective tv shows … patti smith i was unfamiliar with your game

this shit is insane

“i’m off balance, i’m not sure what’s wrong.” “you have misplaced joy. without joy, we are as dead.” “how do i find it again?” “find those who have it and bathe in their perfection.”

ivan the biggest weirdo known to man idk why sally expects me to care about these men good lord

i was promised lesbians but instead i’m dealing with four squabbling siblings

quite literally clutching this book to my chest on the bus to work trying to remember how to breathe. i can’t put into words how far esther’s depression and grief is reaching my very core

esther baby you’re about to break my heart as much as alice did aren’t you