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I love when we explore that AI can cause psychosis hell yes fuck that noise

I literally think this was written during the author being on a bender

she dead???

why is Jake Gyllenhaal a character in this book…?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell is going on 😭 remy is possibly the worst man alive, alicia is a child in an adult body, and im convinced jen is a figment of remy’s imagination.

i’m convinced this whole thing is a hallucination

couple who hate each other are obsessed with woman with adult braces and no other defining characteristics . i’m concerned no one is real already

weird parasocial litfic is my dark romance (FUN in books and NOT OK in real life)

Make me laugh I beg of you.

The pacing is like that of a snail

i have no idea wtf to do with this

this book would KILL a straight person. i'm a lesbian and i almost don't feel lesbian enough to get this it is so beyond me

What the fuck man.

i think it’s awesome, how deeply and overwhelmingly unpalatable this is

Immediately what the FUCK WHY GRINCH PORN OFF THE FKN BAT

Utterly terrified of this book but lowkey feel like being initiated

i deeply suspect this will haunt me

My library hold came in and I cannot wait

i would REALLY like a five star sapphic book because wow that last one was like an advertisement for conversion therapy

some of the quotes in this book are LAUGH OUT LOUD funny

don’t get me wrong, both the themes and characters are completely problematic and this book makes me feel a bit gross (like ALL lesbian pulp does), but i low-key respect an author who is willing to alienate the majority of their potential audience - and in fact incite RAGE in a lot of people who pick this up - just for the sake of staying true to the genre of lesbian pulp. dedication to art FOR SURE

The sort of book that would give a straight person a heart attack

is this a self insert i’m being so serious

Just finished another book by this author that was psychological torture and also compulsively readable so I’m trying another in hope it’ll only have the LATTER feature

I’m needing to suspend my disbelief as much as I did reading real person fanfiction at 14. In fact, this whole THING reads EXACTLY like fanfiction. THATS what I haven’t been able to put my finger on. AAAHHH

I TAKE IT BACK I AM NOT ON BLUE’S SIDE YIKESSSS

This is straight up HORROR NOOOOOO

nah i’m always going to side with the PREVIOUSLY problematic but aiming to be better unmedicated bipolar character over the healthy, normal character who CHOOSES to descend into madness and become problematic for attention

also convinced the threatening reddit user is going to murder rose. i’d be thrilled.