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Bro fuck that boring ass Swedish names thriller book. Boring

I’m so confused with the characters

No fucking kid would think like this what an unreliable narrative. Jesus her writing really pisses me off sometimes but also I still wanna keep reading

So many thoughts Elio has I’ve had myself.

Lesson so bad today I started reading. My heart aches reading this.

The book of longing

“Durch solche Eindrücke sammelt man sich, gewinnt sich zurück aus dem anspruchsvollen Vielen, das da spricht und schwätzt (und wie gesprächig ist es!), und lernt langsam die sehr wenigen Finge erkennen, in denen Ewiges dauert, das man lieben, und Einsames, daran man leise teilnehmen kann.”

Mir vielen der Sätze kann ich nicht viel anfangen, doch 5% der Weisheiten sind echt Sau gut.

This is too unintelligible for me. Gonna give it 30 more pages to enjoy.

I’m about to shit my pants. I haven’t read a thriller thriller in a while and I legit don’t want to go pee because my apartment is making noises and I’m 100% gonna get murdered. BOOKS HOLD POWER OVER MY ABILITY TO PISS IN PEACE

Honestly this one quote kind of stuck with me a little. “ I put my hand to my thighs, feel between my legs. There's some kind of thick nappy-thing, but no pain. No cuts. No bruises on the inside of my thighs. Whatever happened, it wasn't that.”
Every woman reading this knows what is meant. The anxiety of something like THIS happening to one. And the fact that it doesn’t have to be written out is telling itself.

It’s finally picking up speed and not as political as in the beginning and more emotionally written.

Her description of fear is also remarkable, the uneasy feeling the reader gets ‘don’t go out there kayaking smth bad is going to happen’. And maybe smth bad will happen - it’s a thriller at last. But this is exactly what fear feels like: uncertainty but still doing it.

“Like other things her dad had taught her - how to tie a bowline, navigate with a compass, start a fire with flint- she felt them in the foundations of her being”.
At this point I’d like to shoutout my Mom and Dad for teaching me such valuable things all my childhood that helped me grow so independent, especially as a woman.

Ofc it’s a bad fucking idea to leave the boat 2 hours before it sets sail. It’s like white ppl in horror movies: there’s a noise- let’s go check it out 😭😭