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I’m in so much pain don’t even talk to me

I never want this to end

”I want to be good, Milow,” he murmured into my shoulder before pressing a kiss there. ”Please don’t make this hard for me.”

”I don’t care what you call me, as long as you still call me your boyfriend.”

I’m finishing this tomorrow

I cannot stop crying

I’m loving this

She nodded her eyes dropping to my lips. My chest squeezed my lungs making it hard to breathe. ”Don’t.” I said shaking my head. ”Don’t look at my lips like that, Milow.”

I pulled back enough to see her face, to make sure she was still okey with this. Her lashes fluttered against her cheeks, and her lips were still parted. The sight was my undoing. ”You’re so damm beautiful.”

Her skin picking😭

No I cannot put this down

The saddest and most beautiful thing I’ve read

“There has been this awful part of me that clung to the sound of her voice in it. Because I had never heard her speak.”

He’s horrified by the dream but part of him treasures it because it’s the only time he’s ever “heard” her voice, even if it was just in his imagination.

I’m scared for my well being💙

This guy is terrified that Milow will grow up and not need him anymore. Not because he wants to control her, but because protecting her has become part of who he is.

Literally kill me now

“I’d had nightmares about it
About her suddenly finding her voice and using it to tell me to back off.”

He’s never heard her voice. The only version of her speaking he can imagine is her telling him to stop worrying.

No no no no no I’m so far from okey

He’s not wishing she were “normal” or trying to fix her. He sees the parts that make her different and thinks they’re precious. This man is so beautiful and I love him so much already

I’m at page 136 and I already know this is gonna rip my heart out

“I carried this quiet fear that one day she’d change in a way I couldn’t protect anymore.”

My heart💔

”I wish loving someone didn’t feel like standing in the middle of a storm.”


[I think the right people are worth standing in the storm for.]

A quote that will stay with me

I absolutely love this book so far but I can feel how it’s gonna ruin my life

No no my heart

Crying at page 20 sooooooo I’m in for a ride

Ronan is giving me a headache

”I feel like she’s going to see me, the real me. Not serial Belial the serial killer. But Ronan Kipling, the awkward guy who never fits in, the guy who fumbles over his words because his brain moves a million times faster than his mouth. The idiot who is staring at her, unable to figure out his next move and it’s putting him into a near panic attack.”

My heart goes out for this man in some weird way

”I was begging her. I don’t beg for anything. I learned a long time ago that begging didn’t help and only showed your weakness. But for her, I don’t thick there’s anything I wouldn’t do for her.”

Hehehe he shoved her panties into her mouth

”She lets out a laugh of surprise and the feeling that sound awakens inside me, it’s damm near terrifying.”

”I’ll do this all day, Angel. Now are we going to use our words so we can find our high or do you want to keep this up?”

Very good ovulation book

Wait hear me out Ronan is actually kinda baby girl even if he’s a serial killer with deep psychological issues but being in his head is so fun. He sees her bleed and his first instinct is to lick it up

His fingers play with my hair absently as he talks ”And I can vow to you right now baby I may be your damnation but I too will be your salvation if you allow me in.”

Not them doing it next to a dead body

Already I know i’m fucked for reading this but I’m just a girl

”If you let me in, I’ll hold a flashlight, and we’ll find a way out together.”

I can’t stop sobbing

”What’s the notebook for?”

”For all the things I wanted to say to you but couldn’t while I was gone.”

Just kill me

This is making me sob uncontrollably

I squeeze my eyes shut and hold her. If she knew about the dark fog, It’d make her feel worse.

I need to be happy for her. I can do that. I can be happy.

”I’ll be fine.” I smile, hoping it’s big enough, bright enough, just enough she doesn’t worry.

No just kill me now this book is ruining my life

”Because, Josefine, you’ve rewired the way I feel touch. Touching anyone that isn’t you feels overwhelming and so wrong. It’s like my brain can’t process that it’s not you.”

I’m crashing out

The way I’m going feral over him kissing her wrist

”You don’t think l’m done, do you? Remember, this is all about you right now. I’m going to help you get cleaned up, and then I’m going to feed you and we’ll watch a movie.”

The way he calls her ”baby” has me folding like a lawn chair

”Keep sucking-fuck..just like that. You were made for this. For me. You’re so good at this. I might have you do this every day to keep your smart-ass mouth occupied.”

It’s so hot when he fucks himself in the shower to the thought of her