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This has become god tier

Gosh I will never forgot about them

“I have lived a lifetime in death-a cold existence in an endless void Never feeling Never knowing the warmth of touch Every unfulfilling breath a suffocating reminder of how hollow I’d become It wasn’t until you came along and cast the first ray of light that I felt a pulse of life A pull that I couldn’t resist It was you who dragged my heart from this insensate slumber. And it’s you for whom it beats now.

“I’m not going anywhere. You and I? This? There’s no escaping it. Doesn’t matter how fast you run, or how far you get, I will always be inside you just like this. In your bones and in your blood and in your head. It doesn’t matter what you tell the universe-what secrets you spill. Nothing can change what we are, what we’ve become.”

“Devryck had told me that he’d wait until I was ready, and while he’d remained affectionate, even more so than before, he’d never gotten sexual-not even as I’d slept beside him. Not even the one time I’d broken down while showering, and he’d held my naked body against him.”

“Of course, they’d have had to torture me at that point. No fucking way I’d give them what they wanted if they dared to lay a finger on her. I’d carry that information to the grave on the promise that Lilia and I would reunite in the afterlife.”

“There was the briefest moment when I was running towards that room. Your screams had silenced. And I thought- That was the first time I truly felt that something could hurt me. That I could be brought to my knees. I don’t ever want to feel that again, Lilia.”

“Don’t hide from me, Lilia. You are no less beautiful than that day you walked into my classroom and stole my fucking heart.”

I love them🖤

What the actual fuck is going on I’m mentally unwell. I need to know everything

This man has single handily ruined every single man for me

“What I felt for Lilia wasn’t healthy. Beyond simple obsession, it was a sickening possession. Savage and rapacious, bordering on violence.”

“I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t fucking do it, because all I could think about, all that mattered to me, was the girl. The beautiful girl with her autumn hair, and eyes that remained me of both the sea and the sky. And she was everything. The earth, the sun, the moon. The air I breathed, and the tenacious beat that kept my eroded heart pumping,”

The way he thinks about Lila makes me fucking cry