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“I hereby identify the person who orchestrated the deaths of Xie Ping, Zhou Muying, and my mother, Vivian. It was the vice-executive of the He Group, Lü Zhishu—that is to say, Wei Rong.”

he yu’s family lore goes INSANE bc wdym wei rong has been posing as his biological mother this entire time???

“That willful, death-defying love would probably never return. This was the outcome he’d hoped for all this time. At last he had what he wanted, one weight lifted from his shoulders. He should’ve felt relieved — The last of his warmth had left with He Yu, and now nothing was left.”

hexie divorce era 💔

“Xie Qingcheng. I might never get to be He Yu again. Let me hold my teddy bear one last time, okay? You have to remember how tightly I held you, the same way I’ll remember all the warmth you ever gave me.”

he yu’s dad committing suicide, this cryptic doomed yaoi dialogue, xqc asking to get fucked… this is what whiplash feels like

“I lie on her grave and remain there as night falls, dawn breaks, and blackness descends again. I tell her everything and beg her to return to me, to wait for me, to forgive me for all the ways in which I have failed. I ask her to free me from my final promise. I ask her to let me come to her now.”

he suffered more than jesus

“The unforgiving songbird. Repeatedly reminding me of President Snow’s crystal-clear message to me on my homecoming. That I will never get to love anyone ever again. Nevermore. Because he will make sure they end up dying a horrible death. And so, I drive away anyone and everyone who could ever have been considered dear to me.”

haymitch is better than me cause alcohol would NOT have been enough

“Never released. That was a lie, theirs or possibly hers. A gift she gave me so I wouldn’t worry about her, only myself. And it worked. But now I know that she has been absolutely helpless, completely at their mercy, this whole time while I sabotaged their arena.”

quite literally nothing to smile about in life

“Maybe you should be the victor, Haymitch. That would give you some time to grow a backbone.”

layers of future trauma and ptsd to this statement like woah haymitch get behind me ☹️

“Why did I think I could change anything? That I could take on the Capitol, with all its might, and bring the Hunger Games to a standstill? Me, a sixteen-year-old kid from the trashiest district in Panem with little schooling and no outstanding skills. I’ve got nothing but a big mouth and an inflated sense of my own self-importance.“

i’m not surviving the cruelty of ampert’s death in theatres at all 🫩

“Bet I know a thing or two about your dove. Like she’s delightful to look at, swishes around in bright colors, and sings like a mockingjay. You love her. And oh, how she seems to love you. Except sometimes you wonder, because her plans don’t include you at all.”

snow deluding himself into believing haydove are comparable to his sick obsession with lucy gray is giving when an ugly bitch calls you twin

“I don’t cry much in general. Only when people die, and then I cry hard and fast and ugly, which is what I do now. Because Louella is dead and I was supposed to look out for her and I didn’t. And while Lenore Dove will forever be my true love, Louella is my one and only sweetheart.”

omg stop the games hasn’t even started and haymitch is already in hell this is so sick and twisted 💔

“My face fills the screen over the stage. My feet begin to move. I see them cut to Lenore Dove, who has a hand pressed against her mouth. She isn’t crying, so Plutarch won’t get his tearful good-bye. Not from her and not from me. They will not use our tears for their entertainment.”

only two chapters in and i already feel sick to my stomach like it’s genuinely SO over for me

“He didn’t mind the jabberjays so much — they seemed rather interesting from a military standpoint — but something about the mockingjays repelled him. He distrusted their spontaneous creation. Nature running amok. They should die out, and die out soon.”

saying what’s one more songbird in relation to snow’s hatred for mockingjays then katniss being the cause of his demise oh suzanne ate so bad here

“The Capitol would agree to let her stay and, well, he hadn’t worked out all of the details, but the point was, he got to keep her. And he wanted to keep her. Safe and close at hand. Admired and admiring. Devoted. And entirely, unequivocally his.”

having to sit through multiple occasions of coryo referring to lucy gray like she’s his personal toy TS IS TORTURE 🫩

“That’s humanity undressed. The tributes. And you, too. How quickly civilization disappears. All your fine manners, education, family background, everything you pride yourself on, stripped away in the blink of an eye, revealing everything you actually are.”

coryo acting like he was only capable of murder bc dr. gaul left him no other choice… baby y’all literally belong in the same psych ward 💀

“If Lucy Gray had not helped him, he would be utterly, irrevocably dead. Another shiny coffin dripping flowers. Another empty chair.”

the whole world would’ve cheered TRUST

“He thought of Sejanus telling Dr. Gaul it was the government’s job to protect everybody, even the people in the districts, but he still wasn’t sure how to square that with the fact that they’d been such recent enemies. But certainly the child of a Snow should be a top priority.”

malignant narcissism final boss 💀

“What was Sejanus up to? Was he trying to outdo him and steal the day’s thunder? To take his idea of coming to the zoo and then dress it up in a way Coriolanus could never compete with, because he could never afford to?”

coriolanus really has always been so tone deaf bc wdym your automatic thought is that sejanus does things just for the sake of shits and giggles and not bc he’s genuinely a good person 💀

“No, you won her over. Gave up everything for her. Maybe that’s the only way to convince her you love her. I should have volunteered to take your place in the first Games. Protected her then.”

ppl literally out here fighting for their lives and gale’s treating the games like a casting call for love island HE MAKES ME SICK 😑

“All those months of taking it for granted that Peeta thought I was wonderful are over. Finally, he can see me for who I really am. Violent. Distrustful. Manipulative. Deadly. And I hate him for it.”

hijacked peeta, everlark in the trenches, an unnecessary amount of gale content on the pages IM SO SICK 🫩

“I knew you’d kiss me. Because I’m in pain, that’s the only way I get your attention.”

gale is such a pick me like imagine how TIRED we are 😭

“We’re going to form a republic where the people of each district and the Capitol can elect their own representatives to be their voice in a centralized government. Don’t look so suspicious; it’s worked before.”

with how strict of a program coin’s already running in district 13??? like baby this is just a whole bunch of bullshit 🤡

“The tributes were necessary to the Games, too. Until they weren’t, and then we were very disposable—right, Plutarch?”

CLOCK IT!!! 🙂‍↕️

sotr teaser trailer moved me so bad it gave me the motivation to continue this reread

the sunrise on the reaping trailer??? i’m seated. the theater employees are scared and asking me to leave because it’s “not november 20, 2026 yet” but i’m simply too seated 😭

“I can’t help but use and lean on your guilt just so I can keep you with me a little longer, but even that won’t last forever. What am I supposed to do then?”

a severe case of codependency going on and i’m enjoying every second of it 😌